Sunday, May 30, 2004
yoyo... haha... guess wad!!? i pierced earhole leh!!!!!!! wohoho... last tym keep scaring myself... now then realise not pain at all.... haha... hmm.. oh... and i bought american idol cd!!! it rox!!! esp the ensemble song.. 'aint no mountain high enough'.. i hear duno how many tyms... then realised tt i can oni hear latoya, george, jennifer and fantasia singing... and mb a little of JPL and camille.. i oso like jpl's solo-my girl, amy adams's-u make me feel brand new...george huff's me and mrs jones.. and camille's until u cum back to me.. not forgetting the winner-fantasia's chain of love... and latoya's if u dun noe me by now... v sad abt dina's song... cuz it kinda sux... so sad.... anyway... my favorite is diana and jpl... and they are the winner to me!! i cant seems to find the lyrics... haiz... nvm...
sumthings... i saw, i knew... but i aint gonna comment... keep sumthinks in ur heart... saying oni make ur image stinks...

gtg
gabby
DIANA DEGARMO!!! MY HEROINE!!


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/30/2004 08:01:00 PM

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Friday, May 28, 2004
hahahahahaha... i cant stand it anymore.... feel like punching *** and scold *** until i am out of breathe.... hahaha... both r fake anyway...


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/28/2004 10:05:00 PM

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okie... they are back from the camp!!! haha... sure got lotsa things to say abt the camp... well, then i shall tok abt my week at spd.. -socity for physically disabled...
well.. sum ppl noe me so well... tt tos kinda place are just so not me... well... i am not that noble to say sumthink like... actually tos ppl are as normal as us... well.... ppl can c tt they are different actually...i can denied tt... everytime i go there... i always have thumps in my heart... kindA scared... ya noe? but... actually... after this week... i am not tt scared anymore.... true... frm, my heart... here is sum ppl i wanna tok abt at spd....
felix:he is a social worker at spd... and he is a crippled himself... he is as nice as he could be... chat with u and blah... he made me and yan shan felt belonged... i guessed for the yanshan part... and guess wad... he is frm temasek too... and frm co too... he plays yangqin... haha... very friendly and nice...
annie:this lady... she is nice but i think she very kan chiong... dun reli have gr8 impact on me abt her... haha...
helen: my supervisor for the first few days... cracks her head so much to find work for me to do... wahaha... she lk like ah sang... i think... haha... very english tai tai lady... wahaha...
anoynomous: he is a guy... sitting on the table at the frontof the office... when he sits down.. u might think he is just a normal clerk in the office... but... as he stands up.. he is another disabled whom i respect the most in the spd... i duno his name... but he is nice... always lk at us and smile to welcum us... first few days... i sat near him to key in sum data... everytym he picks up a call... i enjoy hearing his voice saying 'here is spd, how can i help u' his voice rox.... relli.... always with a grin on his face...and always chat with another disabled malay lady... understanding things we will nv understand...
eugene: this guy is frm wac... he is another disabled... i duno wad exactly he is suffering frm... but he lks just shooo friendly and 'cute' he gotta innocent lk... and the 'uncle' lk... he is hard-working ay wac and attends devi's therapy session...
devi: this indian lady... smiles everywhere she goes... she is a psycolgist and senior social worker... conducts art and music therapy for the clients... she encourage ppl... actually oni mi and yan shan... told me wad to do to b a psychologist... so inspirating...

to tell u this... i cant exactly tell u how i feel and all... but... even tho there can be boring... but i enjoy the tym walking ard... and c how the spd works like a big family... not even a sch will have such a spirit within it... making phone calls... typing data... filing... wac.... wad i have done at spd... sure bcum part of my life... experience i will nv forgot....

anqi is going off next thursday...

i am confused....kk... abt him...

i have tonnes of hw..

i miss spd...

gabby


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/28/2004 07:45:00 PM

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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
yawnz!!! so... the abulity center is not so bad after all... hee.... i did sum admin work in pei's grp,,, the ppl there are nice... hee... to pei: paisey... this few daes abit 'leng chang'... haha... but nvm... must be happy there!!! yeah!!! so... in the end... aloy and shau nv go camp... wahaha.... wo huai yi.... blah blah... so they shuang... stay at sch.... song lor... haha...
anyway... me smell vinegar wor... wahaha.... blehs.... lalalala....

sorry... but i kant deny...
-i miss they days we always sms till midnight... and i have to sae i am tired then we will say gdnight...
-i miss those days when i kept bluff u abt 'her'... and i was laughing away when u aint c-ng..
-i miss those moments when i lower my head.. to avoid you...
-i miss those days when u looked so dumb tt i blushed... wahahaha.
-i miss the those cute msges u send to me... almost everyday...
.........................but i dun want these things to happen anymore...................
i wanted more now.... not so that simple.... i am sorry....

it is time... to get crazy over energy again!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah... i love hebe..... and SHUWEI!! buaiz

luv...


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/25/2004 08:31:00 PM

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Thursday, May 20, 2004
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to gabby
happy birthday to me!
thankew to yee ning, mich, chinghee, wanyu, lek, joon tat, brian for the album and stuffz... and thx mich i lurve the star...
also to kon, pei, li for that shooo nice tee!
and... audrey pailin and yuping for the pink dolp and the 'gabby' keychain... and shirley for the eqn?! haha..
alos... adel and eli for the cute piglet!!!!!
lastly xuefang's hp thing...
and mrs hong!! for the ice cream treat... thanks alot...
thankew... and toz hu wished me happy bdae...


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/20/2004 10:39:00 PM

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Wednesday, May 19, 2004
I AM SO FREAKED OUT..
i shud b happy right... i am turning 15 in 3 hrs and 29 mins.... but i am crying 2 hrs ago... w/o any reasons... i felt sad for those who are feeling down.. my tears are non-stop nowadays... i am just freaked out...
i almost fail my english... when i used to be in the top 5? i am sad sad sad.... ppl think that at least i pass? but its different... expections from my mum, dad, tutor and sister is just so high.... i am different frm u guys... i am a mummy's ger... yeah... *ucking name of me... i cant even go to the camp?!
i am tired to see ppl sad.. lonely backs... i really wanna tell tt *ucking guy tt my fren likes him... but... to no avail... wad must i do to make everyone happy? i want everyone to be happy... but ppl thinks i am fake? things tt i hate... i tried to show it... cuz i dun wan to b so hypocrite lor... but... sumtimes... it is bes not to tell the truth?
everything is working against each other... i tot i love my mum... but i kept making her angry... i tot we were best friends... but all i got back is tears... i tot sumone had known me.... but she or he ignore me the next day... i tot i can hold back my tears... but it keeps on dropping... i tot i can score well for my exams... but all i got back is once and once moment of disappontment...
my life is like a stinking sock... not even in a pair... holes everywhere... thrown to a cabinet where no one seems to care...shuwei cant even help now... its major.. and tiring... and no longer i can deceive myself... all the lies i told to myself.. pop off like bubbles... but i noe..mb.... there is still ppl hu care... thankew alot... and a million... but... i am too self-esteem... i tot i could handle everything... now... i still believe in tt....
where is all my motivation? i duno wad is it tt make me lost all of them... it creeps and take every single self confidence i had in myself... i feel tt i am lousy? now... i used to think highly of myself... now not anymore... me... just me... i am a small dot in singapore... wad i have? y cant i express my true self? y am i not satisfy with wad i have... i have high expectations... but when am i gonna reach it? everything for me is misty? wad i do is just gonna fail... wad can i do except... giving out papers... collect papers for tcher...?? am i dat useless? y cant i be my dad? my dad is a successful man... i am proud of him... my sis too... she rox in everything... she is smart... she can top... she is from temasek jc... and nus... am i ever going to jc? haha... just lk at my result can? she is a teacher... well... ttz sucky... cuz all i wanna be.... is a scriptwriter? i want to b a psychialogist but... wad crappe? i din even take biology? and i am not goonna take it...
y am i so timid? i am scared of everything? EVEN THAT *UCKING HISTORY? gawd me... AND TT *UCKING BEE IN 3/6?????????? i am just scared of anything tt flies.... i am sounding stupid? and i am even afraid of sentosa?????????????????????? becuz of the wax figures??? i am horrible... i am...
i am... just a little low?


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/19/2004 08:24:00 PM

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Sunday, May 16, 2004
LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PPL JUST DUN NOE HU IS THE SUITABLE FRIEND OF HIS..... OR HERS...THEY RATHER CHOOSE A SUM1 HU PRETENDED TO NOE ALOT RATHER THEN ONE HU HAVE THE SAME LIKES AS HIM......OR HER..... SUM PPL ARE JUST SIMPLY.... STUPID? BLIND? LAME? WADEVA!!!!!
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Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/16/2004 07:11:00 PM

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yawnz.... yesterday went to meet anqi... took sum neoprints... so funny can!!!! her body bcum transparent!! haha.... then at nite went to tm wif my family... and ordered my bday cake... guess wad?!?! it is gonna be energy printed on it!!!! wohoho.... haha....
then... it is the 'i told him' inccident... haha.... ttz cool.... i got tt satisfaction.... and... he said sumthink tt i shud had ask for explanation... but i din... well.... ttz fate..... it really dusnt matter anymur... i guess...
well.... do dey think it is different? w/o me? mb they rather b s.h.e.... and i chose to be s.h.e too... and mb... it dusnt matter to them... three person take neoprint oso less squeeze... haiz... din regret... just wondering... do they think it is a difference.... most probably nope ba.... me there also extra all along... at least here i am hebe... and i get the main vocal part? hAHA... IGNORE TT... I AM JUST RUBBISHING... haha... lamos....

Close To You
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
On the day that you were born
And the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you Just like me,
they long to be Close to you

ttz close to u by carpenters.... its so nice can.... meaningful too....
luv
gabby


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/16/2004 06:05:00 PM

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Friday, May 14, 2004
here it goes again.....
You have selected mango.

A mango lover is a personality to be reckoned with; quite often you are a person who has quite fixed ideas, and influencing you is no easy task. You tend to be an extremist with strong likes and dislikes; and at times even like to control a situation. You enjoy getting involved in something that presents mental challenge. Strong as you may be, you are like a kitten when you are with your partner. You accommodate the love of your life, and make up for all the strong will elsewhere!

this is extremely accurate!


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/14/2004 09:03:00 PM

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You are Tweety.

You are cute, and everyone loves you. You are a best friend that
no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and
seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are
witty, and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of back stabbers,
and you are worry-free.


i am tweety???????????? gawd.... funny.... so am i a ger or boi? haha




Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/14/2004 09:00:00 PM

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1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.

4. What you hate most in your partner is the person's arrogance
(acting like a dictator which pisses you off).

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your
freedom.

8. At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady
relationship, you just want to flirt around.

results from a quiz... think it is accurate.... hmmm....ttz another one...

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the short road--you fall in love quickly and easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.

You give 50% and expect 50% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.

You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.

That's all folks. Best wishes to those who are in love.

ttz sooooo true!!!


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/14/2004 08:32:00 PM

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Thursday, May 13, 2004
hi!!! i am back again... cuz i am so bored can? no one onlining.... sianz!!! haha...
MY FAVOURITE STUFFz
strings instruments hamsters pink and blue and starz and heartz dreaming journals
seafood energy SHUWEI music MAYDAY wilber neoprtz shopping american idol
jon peter lewis diana degarmo guitarz blogging karaoke chicken wings accessories cinnamoroll handphones msn lame jokes cold water anything cold
jolin jay kinokuniya myself friends family
I HATE!!!!
sun ho jasmine trias stupid hypocrites-i dun mind smart ones sum shopkeepers horror movies exposing clothes smallsized clothes oversized clothes naggings homeworks exams fakerz cyndi wang stefanie sun newspaperz ppl hu stead more then 5 tyms cats monkeys crow ulcers veerma
I AM SCARED OF!!!!!
ghosts-i am honest enuff... horror movies death insects that flies catz monkey crow - god... i am like charles kingshaw?? wounds ulcers hypocrites sum starnge uncles... like jus now got one ah chek sae hello to me the road big vehicles

tzz all crapz... haha


Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/13/2004 06:37:00 PM

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omg!!!!!!!!!! exams are all over!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!! went to 'celebrate' at bugis with the 3plez.... haha... then we went to a new opened level at bugis... then got this shop... sell posters one... then got this they-think-he-is-cute guy and an ver nice uncle... then i bought a wilber poster... framed... then mich overheard their con... and tt guy call yong shun... then.... we think he is japanese... cuz... hen xiang... then all the funny stuffs came... and blah blah blah... haha... funny? wah... exams over also quite sianz... like tml no sch worx.... then hols filled with CO and HOMEWORKS.... yuckz... haha.... so sianz.... wad is life?? haiz...

luv
gabby



Natsuki bought another stitch item 5/13/2004 05:56:00 PM

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