Friday, July 30, 2004
arlox!!!!! guess wad? today is my blog's 56 entries anniversary!!! haha... lame... ttz alot!!!! wow.... anyway... solo got a blog... i read liaoz.... so farni.... haha.... all abt sch and bball.....  waha.... i'll link... u guys can go cc? ha..... suddenly... feel so happy!!! nowadays la... wanyu can c it.... my smile is back!!! mb bcuz of the angel and mortal thing... its fun!!!!!!!!! except for the fact tt... my angel hasnt do anything for me... sob sob.... it is either bs, j or 40.... c? obviously... they wun do anything.... me did alot for my mortal liao.... haiz.... no repay.... so sad... omg!!!! energy is cuming!!!! and guess wad? they are will and wei's concert special guest!!!! i am so damn happy!!!!!!! stella too.... wadeva..... get lost man.... haha.... and... on national day... i am going to autograph sesson again!!! oh boi cant wait!!!! shuwi kemama!!
hmm.... lets tok abt my tests results... haiz!!! my maths drop liao.... but my sci went up... farni...
chem: 22/36
physics:14/17
amaths:20/30
emaths:9/20
want to laugh at my results man.... haha!!!! pass a maths fail emaths....
want to greatly recco Nanquan Mama... sad... i dun think i can go c them.... haiz.... if u like jay then u will like them lor.... Yu Hao rox!!!! yeah.... hey....me saved 100 bucks liao!!!! mm.... if i can go c nqmama... i'll buy their cd.... if not.... next tym then c ba.... another sad sad thing.... cant get to c F.I.R. afterall.. haiz....
hmm.... friends... wad are friends? i duno.... i dun wan to noe too.... i want to go my way.... dun try to tie me down again.... dun think best friends is a big word.... dun think its the way to treat them.... :p
anyway.... i just went friendster.... OMG!!!! XUEFANG'S SISTER ALL SO DAMN CHIO!!!!! xuaxin, xuewei.... still got on.... din c her..... u all dun blif go c!!!!! xuexin damn chio!!!!!!!!!! haha..... paisey.... long tym nv c such chio bu liaoz!!! haha.....
hmm.... gtg! buai!

瓦解
曲：周傑倫 詞：彈頭 編：鐘興民
宇豪: 說著笑著的午後 鐘聲一直在停留
風聲靜靜躺著在誘惑我一個人在角落
沒有你陪伴的我 連寂寞都笑我太墮落
彈頭: 廣場旁邊的煙囪 煙霧瀰漫你面容
我悄悄背頌你的溫柔 喝著加溫後的啤酒
這樣唯美的鏡頭 是否只存在故事之中
豪+彈: 在你的身後 時間把過去都帶走
時間把鏡頭帶走不假思索 回憶不放手
 好想再跟你牽著手 牽著你給我的溫柔哭
過以後眼淚還是不停的流 在你的身後
時間把畫面都帶走時間把鏡頭帶走不假思索
 回憶不放手 好想再跟你牽著手 牽著曾有
過的溫柔 哭過之後眼淚還是不停的流
遇見彩虹 雨下過之後 街角出現彩虹
淚流乾之後 有彩虹



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/30/2004 07:35:00 PM

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Friday, July 23, 2004
arlox! hmm....  this week is soooooo full of ENERGY!!! as in 'dong li'.... i actually complete all weekend homework liao!!!!!!!!! except english article.... but i complete one liao... linear law term ws also haven finish.... left these oni... and revision for geog test.... hai!!!!! gambate desu!!! suddenly feel like doing hw.... me so siao.... just feel the sudden push and eveything..... i am just afraid i will end sum time.... jiayou!!
last week went to the rgs concert.... i think the journey is farni... wahaha..... and we saw a guitarist hu lk like kon!! so hao xiao can.... then we kept giggling....
hmm.... anqi finally send me a letter.... tok abt her sch....sho fun... but she isnt happy.... haiz....
i wrote her a four pages reply.... haha.... hopes she can quickly reply too.... haiz... miss her..
me here... suddenly think tt wads the pt of saying anymore things.... let bygones be bygones.... but tose hu shant stay must leave....
 
sum ppl in 3e6-- new friends:
 
XUEFANG: hmm... this ger... so devoted to co.... everyday very tired liddat... make ppl abit xin teng.... but we believe u can do it!!!! rawk on and on and on....
 
CHINGHEE: I so pei fu u can!!!! haiz.... also think she is damn cute.... and foreva so blur!!!!!
 
WANYU: da jie da... must take it easy ok!!! jiayou... always very steady... SOMETIMES!!!
 
HENRY: this guy very caring... nice.. but must conrol mood swings!! 
 
LEK: Wad i've gotta say? STOP KICKING MY CHAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
other amazing ppl: tracy! shuqi! brian! yuying! aimran! cecelia! etc etc.......!
 
hmm.... to 2e2's!!!!
 
HENGKY: hey!!!! wahaha.... y u nv change at all? still as lame as b4!!! haha... stop laming and showing off ur amths can?!!!!!! wahaha!!!!
 
CHUAN LI: hey boi!!! must take care of ur self!!!!!! dun make ppl dan xin for u anymore!!!
 
CINDY: hey!!!!! jia you jia you!!!! got xin shi must tell me!!! dun keep it to urselg anymore!!!!
 
HMM.... USE SO MANY COLOR... ABT BLIND!!! hmm.... ya forgot.... to yichen and mingkee: thanks for being dere!!!!! and to sumone special--soya---: thanks for ur advice and wadeva u told me.... so got dao li one!!! u can go be a psychologist or counsilor liao!!!! wahaha.... jiayou!!!! i will be there!~ To my best fren---i shant say hu... ----u must noe hu u r!!!!
u are my best best pal for ever!!!!!! thx for listen me fa lao sao... every hurdles.... we shall jump over them together.... !!!!! wahaha...... still got alot ppl!!! kon, li,pei.... lots!!!!!!! anqi!!! audrey--- crazy ger!!!  and hueva hu cares for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  thanks energy, music, mayday.... thanks double bass, guitar, guzheng, mum, dad, sis.....
 
i am crazy.... just so overwelm me everything sudden ly....
 
crazy me!!!!!
 
gabby





Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/23/2004 09:18:00 PM

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Friday, July 16, 2004
harlo!!!!!!!! haha..... hey... blogger got this change color and font thing... cool...!! haha... haiz... today isthe racial harmony thing.... i wore... sumthing funny... haha.... hmm... elizabeth is cool... i think its very 'wow'... haha... chin ghee is cute!!! and yichen too.... hmm.... raudah is very chio too.... and yuying!!! kawaii.... alot ppl wore kimono... haha... anyway... toking bout kimono... I FOUND MINE!!! given by my dad's client... my home got three.... i kept the light blue one... its damn nice!!! altho not very formal one.... haha..... okie... the concert.... WAD HAPPEN TO OUR DANCE CLUB?! i think its terrible... i mean the dance... or maybe the whole concert!!!
 
haiz... love mondays, tuesdays and fridays!!! cuz can get to c energy on tv.... but this week very low... monday show dun have shuwei.... tues also dun have.... oni until today.... haha... finally c him for the week... haha... watch enews with my mum.... she is laughing away abt lame things milk and shuwei said... kewl!!! haha..... oh! they got a new prog... but oni in taiwan.... haiz... think its damn nice... of cuz... got eg.... haha....
 
duno y... i do things w/o thinking and then i regret.... shuckz u noe.... lost in a maze duno wad to do.... troubles and troubles... PLUS!!!!!!!!!!! NEXT WEEK GOT 4 TEST!!!!! WORST.... ITS EVERYDAY ONE TEST!!!!!! i dun wan to fail.... like hu will wan.... but if i feel... it will prove tt sumthing is happening in me..... tt i am turning back to the slacker i used to be... I DUN WANT!!! plus... mr eng said so gd remarks of me to my mum.... which my mum blif him tt i can make it in o levels... which i noe is not the truth!!!!!! argh......
 
my heart abt empty liddat.... everyone likes a person... and they go to sch happily bcuz of him or her.... but i dun have anyone to make me feel the push.... haha... lishean's look in front thing... haiz.... gd lor... i look in front oni mich and u.... haha... diao... how i hope..... haha... i am happy to see peieng..... like a little ger liddat.... haha... u noe wad i toking abt.... connie.... hmm hmmm.... dun so act cool lah!!! haha... joking.... mich... as lost as me.... in love.... yeening... haiyo.... give up liao la..... yichen... as secretive as b4.... cindy... my sunshine ger.... i miss 2e2 days..... with hengky... chuan li.... delwyn.... anthony.... fenny... shuying.... and lotsa ppl!!!! i want 2e2.... i relli want..... the days were innocent...... yup... ttz the word.... haha...... can we go new yr visits again together? pls............................................................!!
 
haiz...... duno y... i just miss 2e2..... yeah.... 'goodbye will never be said'..... i miss u guys.......
 
well..... i duno lah... i am very vexed.... tml again whole day gone..... sunday must read test.... do two biji.... two zuo ye.... chem ws... emaths.... siao liao.....argh!!!!!!! god....!
 
solo's nick is 'i love u is an opinion, i need u is a fact, i cant live w/o u'....
i think its touching.... and i think he is liking sumbody.... yeah...... dun care.... u noe.... haha.... even him got the 'person in front'......
 
@@@jia you jia you jia you@@@
 
lalalalalala
 
gabby! gabby! gabby!



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/16/2004 06:54:00 PM

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Sunday, July 11, 2004
i was deciding whether i shud blog anot.. cuz i just did on fri... buden i kinda dun want to close the com yet.... so decide to blog anyway....

i am gonna faint anytime... not feeling too good.... legs are wobbling and breaking... one day... i told yeening... i think i am gonna get some long-term illness in the future... i noe myself whether i am healthy anot... well... i am not... i relli think i will get one of tos scary disease... i think too much.. and maybe i wun want to get treat... but i think my parents will force me to get treat... i realy think alot... future me? i duno... now i've start thinkng of my future kids name... altho i dun want any...haha.... wads my ambition? psychologist? mb not anymore.... found it a little boring now... mb i fly to taiwan with a chinese diploma and i guitar... and becum a tv host or sumthink.... haha.... if i am pretty enuff... mb i can get a record contract? hmm... and finally i can do wad i want... music... or mb i can start to write scripts... get my scripts out there and 'pai cheng ou xiang ju'.. wahaha... then mb i'll find my husband there... and my parents will kill me... cuz i dun think they want me to get married to a taiwanese... haiz... if these came true... mb energy had oredi retired... haiz... then mb i can go to the super sunday and find them.... then call them to get back on stage... then i can finally tell shuwei how much i like his voice.... haiz.... yeah... think too much....

if i can change my name... yee chuan... i cant stand the way it is spell in eng... sounds like a guy's-亦川... god... but my chinese one is ok-亦专... but i always wanted to change my name some how.... kept thinking of names... i hope i am called 乐恩 or anything with a '恩','乐','雨'，'晴'... my parents gave me tt name cuz they hoped tt i am a boy... 'yi' means also... 'zhuan' is boyish... then c la... me very boyish when i in pri... oni turn so girl in secondary.. i've know... my dad wanted a guy so much... tt he acknowledge my cousin as god-son... i've cried over the matter... cuz seriously... i hate tt fat cousin of mine... disgusting keep eating and eating.... yuck... i mean if my father find sum guy more cute and good looking... i wun mind... i even hope he can go find sum other guys older then me as a god-son.... cuz... i've always wanted i elder brother... since i was young... i always wanted a 'da ge ge'... even imagine tt he is damn gd looking and study in the same sch as me and every girls want his no from me.... wahaha... i even dreamt about it... i dreamt tt zai zai frm f4 is my brother... wahaha.... haiz... my dad damn biased... i hate tt stupid cousin... haha... during new yr... i went to take foto of him stealing chocolates frm my house... wnated to show his mum cuz he is not supposed to eat anymore choc... but din lah... regretz.... haiz.... i duno y i start toking abt all these crapps... mb just want u all to noe more about me b4 putting me into any clique category... hope u guys understands....
anyway... bot energy new album... so happy... analysis!!

hey you: the more i listen the more i like!

wo ting jian tian shi zai cang ge: i wasnt tt amased by it until i hear the instrumental version which is damn nice!

yi qi zou ba: this is with show luo zhi xiang... its cute... but... forgettable..

hei se qi jian: haha!!! i love this song!!! but i dun relli rmber the tittle... hei se sumthink... its damn nicEE~~!!

yi zhi dao zui hou: so typical... i dun relli like... all ahdi sing... but i cant her shuwei's perfect harmonising!

leave me alone: same tittle as a song i wrote... ok... its damn yucky!!!! not nice!

energy rox!!! cant wait to c them on 9th august! and their ou xiang ju!! hmm.... they sure make me feel better... haha...

wow... wad an long entry... i wrote this chunk w/o my aircon one.. i think its 30 degrees here man... hot... i think i shud end....

fly away... to a faraway fairyland in reality......
fly~dream~fly


Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/11/2004 05:31:00 PM

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Friday, July 09, 2004
arlox... online so lon then blog... abit lazy... haiz... chatted with my 'new fren'... abit cold... nvm... i shall say hi next tym... saw his friendster alot ppl.... sianz... again... i realised i am such a social failure....
nvm... felt shooo agitated.... some words for sum ppl...

A: hu u think u r? u are crazy, selfish fake and irritated... wants everything for urself.... arrogant and disgusting... one day u will realised u are lonely... one day everyone including ur frens for now will realise ur true colors... tok bad abt me... complain abt me... nananabobo.... no matter how much ppl like u for now... they will disappear.... i hate you.... wad u think u can do with me? if u dare touch me my frens... i'll make u pay double....

B: u oni noe a sentence and u told the world world... wad if i told u evrything? tt wud b the end of me... whenever u are in trouble u wants everyone to be there for u... u tried to pity ppl by saying they r sad... but do u noe hu is the saddest one? hu u think u are? princess?

ttz all... i am like damn annoyed by this two ppl...

nvm

energy rox

romantism--dreamer
think ttz all....


Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/09/2004 10:04:00 PM

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Saturday, July 03, 2004
i am back!!! with my perfectly recovered internet!!! wohoho!!!!!! okie.... this week is full of obstacles.... my msn nick: 'i need sum1 like him, but he wun care abt a ger like me'.... actually the him represents alot of pple.... i uno how to say my feeling.... i need tos smses, tos jokes...... tos everything.... but sum1 is blocking my way...... like a stone.... a big one... selfish and stubborn..... making me feel humilated and stupid like an idiot... so wad if tt stone got wad ever i need? care frm ppl like sooo damn good and angelic... like i've promised.... i shall go my own way now........ do my own things now.... say my own things now........i am not ur followers or wad.... u r no goddess...
thankew christina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the zhang feng qi album!!!!!!!! and f.i.r rocks!!!!!!!! god... i am so emotional.... i am mad.... ask yeening abt my condition... haha....lol.....

lalalalalalalalalala..................

gabby
crazy gurl


Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/03/2004 10:44:00 PM

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