Tuesday, August 31, 2004
hey ppl... black day for me.... lemmi start from...... yesterday.... the whole yesterday... i was so damn excited.... cuz... i tot... i am gonna finally see solo today!! so i become so happy... energetic... and i startd to decide wad clothes i wearing for be yourself day.... then i woke up in the next morning.... still damn delighted with everything.... then saw everyone at sch.... then saw germaine with tt familiar shirt.... called lishean.... she say nvm.... then the teacher's day concert... aimran si beside me... haha.... then damn funni.... then sum little 'cha qu' going on...... then the concert wa snice.... i am still excited abt meeting solo.... then went for the breakfast with tcher... then i commented on delwyn's outfit... he wore a blouse over his tee... wow.... then... me an mingkee and lishean tok abt him.... we were saying he damn tall and look very 'gu jia' type of guy... then we wonder wad type of ger he will like.... then we discuss abt whether its elizabeth's... mingkee say no... yichen? nah too? then we came out with a conclusion.... shud be lishean type... tos type hu likes to sweep the flooor... wohoho..... then i say... then he sure wun like my type.... cuz i hate housework and i am scared of everything.... haha..... then... i was just saying... mb i shud ask delwyn whether he can accompany me back to pri sch... haha.... to fake as my boyfren.... then.... i relli feel like asking.... then lishean actually ask very loudly in front of the ppl... then.... i told del it was a joke.... lame... budden.... the main pt is.... thruout these happenings... i've nv forget... the motive for today..... then.... when the party is abt to end.... i sms solo.... and dear frens! guess wad? he say he had return to rss and gone back liao... and he now at tm.... i was sad... depressed.... feel like hitting ppl... or bite.... then.... went out with kon pei and li... then.... situation quite cold.... i relli duno wad to do u noe? then nvm... take neoprints.... then we decided to go tm eat swenson offer priced ice cream.... go there offer end liao.... ate mc ice cream instead.... then... i keep looking out for solo... then.... lishean saw soya sauce... say he saw me eating ice cream very ugly.... argh.... wadeva.... then.... i sms solo.... i tot he still at tm.... then mainpt is........ I CALLED HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! his voice was...... funni? broke?strange? the conversation goes on like tt...
me: solo? yee chuan here.... u still at tm? where are u...
solo: i on bus way home liao....
me: huh!!! i jus reach tm....
solo: wah siao.... so late liao...
me: haiz... nvm la.... cya... bye...
solo: bye..

it ended................................................................... liddat.......

his voice was 'cracky'.....

then.... i took.... mrt home.... sadly....

then.... i online... then i go c his blog.... then tagboard.... ppl make fun of him and a ger... call lih duno wad... then i go see tt ger blog... linked on his... phew!!!! lucky.... tt ger got stead liaoz wor.... heehee.... oh.... he online now.... shucks... my nick was obvious... his display is winnie the pooh.... eek.... so gay.... argh.... stop dreamin!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well.... shucks....

gabby....



Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/31/2004 08:24:00 PM

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Friday, August 27, 2004
'Life is a choice. Live life to the fullest.I will always remember you.'.... he wrote it on a card.... i dun noe.... since when did he noe me so well.... i duno when did he rmbers every word i said to him.... i duno.... y did i gave him up.... i've always wondered..... hu am i to him..... but now i think i noe the ans.... izzzit sad or happy? a very good fren..... indeed..... thanks for everything..... i noe u wun c this.... but hu noes..... thanks..... alot.....
27th august.... unforgettable day for me.... from 1.00pm plus till the night..... from fearing of the rain till my last tear..... i will never forget.... live rox suddenly.... i cant stop crying.... soorry for my ugly weeping lks!!! i suddenly noe tt wad i am capable of... even it will oni last for 1 days.... i noe.... today..... i rox! haha... i duno hows my attitude.... the worst thing i said was 'shut up' wasnt tt bad ba.... did anyone hate me alredi? haha.... hope not....
touching tings tt happen today....
1... i did the first big thing in my life.... in charging of the stge happenings.... mb ttz nth to some ppl out there... but its real impt to me..... cuz i am like.... mo mo wu wen de xiao ren wu.... but relli proud of myself today....
2... seeing dennis growing up within the day.... he is no longer the irritating cao ah beng liaos!!! he is capable!!! he rox!!! i luv him!!!! wohoho!!!
3... seeing xinpeng wearing the shirt we gave him!!! its damn fitting and shuai.... we tot he will nv gonna wear.... but he did..... i luv him too!!!!!
4... seeing all the bass members get together as a family.... ttz tt most touching part..... we took pic.... AND TT STUPID LILING CAME aND JOIN IN!!!!1 WAD THE ****!!!! THEN NVM... we took another one again!!! haha nvm.... ic the bond!!! i love it!!!! YEENING!!!! AUDREY!!! DENNIS!!! XINPENG!! SHERAMIN!!! ME!!! jia you...
5... all friend hu cameto watch the concert..... mich.... shaun... henry... chin ghee... lek... yuying... erm dennis?... and and and DELWYN!!!! ya.... he came alone.... so touched..... another person i wanna thanks tonight...
6...soya's gifts!!! its all so nice.... its all to gr8.... all i have to say... all said on top liao... hee...
7....xinpeng's reply to my sms.... he said: 'haha.... u all must jiayou for syf ok?'.... haha.. i think its touching lor.... well nvm....


i had i been doing? i felt like everything i did previously is just for today.... i hope.... today will happen again...... DOUBLE BASS ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually want blog abt the wk..... but so much things to say abt moonlight rhapsody..... haha..... sumthing crop up still.... hope yichen dun get too angry..... i think sum bunch of ppl quite bu shuang.... haha.... wahahahahahahahaha.... hu cares!!! i shuang can liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel like eating chendol ice cream rite now.... omg....!!!!

summary of the week: oh!!!! the lecturer for cme.... coach jhun.... omg!!! he is damn shuai!!!!!! god!!!!! secret penpal...... if u dun relli bother.... mb i shant be an idiot and write to u again....... my results for emaths and ss are out...... din tell mum.... heehee.... dear!!!! tml oral exams!!!!!!! haiz..... hmm.... think ttz all..... me currently miss all bassists..... haha... and shuwei ba.... hadnt c him for134 hours and 25 min..... oh boi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


gtg....
i will be happy for everyone!!!!!!
gabby



Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/27/2004 09:53:00 PM

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Friday, August 20, 2004
sorry i am back... after a conversation with sum1.... how i hope... i can see shuwei immediately... how i hope... yeening is rite bside me... how i hope me and aud and ning is taking neoprts rite now... how i hope anqi can call me rite now... how i hope i can find back my smile... how i hope i am now lying on bed listening to mayday's music... how i hope i can score a full marks for my physics... how i hope sum1 can relli care for me... how i hope ppl will reli understand me... how i hope everything hasnt started at all....................................................................................................

the smile i lost..... where can i ever find it again..........



Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/20/2004 06:24:00 PM

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sad all over again....
am i realli transparent? or u guys are realli blind? or are u all toking abt things i cant noe? or u guys simply dun like me? u all make me feel like an idiot..... i am jealous.... jealous of averything ppl has but i dun... u make me feel sad.... am i reli important to u? or u still cant forget wad have i done... or u prefer other ppl as friends than me? am i relli tt 'cold'? or izzit she can make u happy? but i cant? izzit bcuz u feel sad when u are with me.... izzit bcuz she is better? izzit she can understand u more than me? izzit bcuz.... i duno how to carry on.... i felt anger sadness and jealousy.... no matter wad i do... ppl dun appreciate...... i am starting to dislike u..... u make me jealous.... angry too... there tyms u tried to understand me... i do noe.... but i duno now.... i am just angry.... i need care too.... but they show it to u.... do i reli deserve this type of treatment? i hope... i had nv ever came here..... i hoped...

i wish....... sum ppl hadnt cum into my life.....


i miss 2e2.....

gabby





Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/20/2004 05:41:00 PM

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Sunday, August 15, 2004
在梦里你说不管我多么伤心你都会逗我开心... 怎么我醒来后... 你却忘了对我的誓言... 那我宁愿... 永远沉睡在梦中... 守着我们的约定...


突然好想你....



Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/15/2004 12:17:00 PM

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Friday, August 13, 2004
school reopening...
so... sch reopens after the long weekend.... it was definitely long.. and memorable.... haha... haiz... and i got back sum tests.... which totally suckx.... haiz... wad happen to me? i felt so lousy man.... it is not like i have high expectation... but its the fact that i could have done alot alot much better.... argh.... i am just stupid... feeling quite low..... mb still drowning in the weekend's memory... cannot... must pull back myself!
MY SUCKY HAIR!!!
okie.... i just got a haircut.... and it sucks!!!! haiz.... stupid fringe.... omg... the JO concert is cuming.... he will most probably die of 'exposing to ugly fringe'.... shucks... pray hard my fringe will grow back b4 tt concert!! haha.... god... 1st sept is cuming too!!!! argh.... another opportunity for a glimpse.... *oh god pls*
angel and mortal 2!!
i duno.... i din relli feel much abt my current angel... she just gave me marshmellowz... ttz nice... oh... i think she is a ger... thanks alot... but duno y the feeling is sumhow different... haha... making my mortal puzzled kinda brighten me up... so funni my mortal....
GWYYC...
heehee... new code for a new sum1.... yaya... another infactuation.... duno la... think he is damn funni.... noe i will end up with nth... but actually nth has reli happen at the first place.... just think he is funni and special.... i wun go deep... just tok abt him with yeening.... tt wud makes me happy liao....
Do u nOe iF U ArE In lUrVe?
this is abt the lasrt last entry of my blog... the do u noe u r in lurve thing.... lishean is kinda fascinated abt tt... haha.... mb i shud read again.... mb i got the reason to read it again.... i duno... i'll try later.... haha....
I Am cUtE!!! juniors mania!
haha... like to say tiz phrase nowadays... hee.... sorry yy!!!! haha.... budden... got two juniors say i am cute nowadays wor!!! sheramin and pailin.. TT AUDREY!!!! ONI LAUGH AT ME!!! HEEHEE... joking.... i relli like my co juniors... esp tt audrey!!! haha... they are so cheerful and happy ppl....!

conversation with audrey today...
me: aud... eh... pick ur fave in energy!!
aud: huh?? erm.... i hate ahdi...
me: i say pick ur fave la!
aud: niunai or shuwei ba... just not the other two....
me: okok... u like niunai ba... me love shuwei enuff liao...
aud: haha... okok...

as u can c... we tok abt very very lame things... we even tok abt if one day i release album then wad will be the cover page.. freebies... tittle... actually is me lame first... tt tym we say how to smile when u are crying in ur heart.... diao.... then.... ' wad colour is love...' thx audrey!!!!!! and of cuz the bass family.... yeening... sheramin and dennis... altho tt dennis is like damn irritating... and not forgetting xinpeng... haha... we all miss u.... yuck! heehee...
LIN JUN JIE!!!!!!!
i got two new burn cd in my hands... jay's and jj's... haha.... quite sad abt jay's... cuz.... damn not nice... but jj's rox!!!!! one song call mei ren yu!!! damn nice... wow.... me er mu yi xin man!!!

美人鱼
曲：林俊杰 词：简胜/林秋离 编：
我在沙滩划个圆圈 属于我们安逸世界不用和别人联机
我不管你来自深渊也不在乎身上的鳞片
爱情能超越一切只要你在我身边 所有蜚语流言完全视而不见
请不要匆匆一面一转身就沉入 海平线 传说中你为爱甘
心被搁浅我也可以为你潜入海里面
怎么忍心断绝忘记我不变的誓言
我眼泪断了线现实里有了我对你的眷恋
我愿意化作雕像等你
出现再见再也不见 心碎了飘荡在海边你抬头就看见 你
你抬头就看见

gtg....
gabby



Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/13/2004 07:08:00 PM

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Monday, August 09, 2004
yoyo... shucks!!! my computor is siao liao!!! argh... haiz... nv!!! nth can spoil my mood today!!! hmm... went for energy qian chang hui today!!!! me and ning arrive at abt 8 plus.... i woke at 7pm... then when we go there... quite alot of ppl liao... then... we start doing stuffs for them... then went to buy cookie jar for the cookies she made for kunda... haha... i steal have for shuwei... hee... then suddenly everyone moved in front... then me and ning squeeze to the front.... then we met this dempster looking guy... hu is totally disgusting... and kept squeezing us... then i kena scold threetimes by three different bitches.... wah piang... they sua gu la.... nv go q.c.h b4... duno cum here is bound to get squeezed one wad.... nvm... then eg came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god!!!! shuwei and niunai damn shuai!!1 then kunda and ahdi face damn black lor.... wah piang likewe qian they two liddat... then they sang hey you and yi zhi dao zui hou.... then manage to take a few nice shots... haha.... then.... the autograph session starts.... then... suddenly ppl start queuing... diao... then me and ning were left bhind... then we v deprssed... scared can sign our cd... then... we got to noe this two ger... elaina and sum one.... oopz forgot name.... she saved her no. as ccx in my fone... duh.... erm... then we very angry... so decided to complain to security... then we succeed!!!! tt security allow us to cut th q... provided we keep quiet abt it... wan to thanks tt security man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he rox!!!! best security ever..... then we manage to go to the front... pretend nth has happen... haha.... hmm... then when we were very front... zhiyong--the dj lah... pass us the mike to speak... then me and yn shouted 'shuwei kunda jiayou' wah... biased man... hee.... hu cares.... so fun.... then... we went to the stage lah... first guy is ahdi again... he damn nasty!!!! i said 'ahdi, tou fa jian le, bian shuai le!' he just said orh... stupid la... then is kunda... i dun rmber wad i said to him la... just know he also very bo song... nv reply much then face black black... its a totally different kunda i last saw at the last qian chang... so sad... then yn pass him cookies... then the assistant bhind say 'we dun take food'.... budden!!!! when i pass mind to shuwei!!!! the asst took it... then shuwei ask izzit i make one... hehee... me very bad say yes!! haha... then i say if ur body cant take it then dun eat... cuz he was sick sumtym ago... then he say he will eat.... god!!!!!!!!!!! FOR THE FIRST EVER QIAN CHANG HUI I WENT... FIRST TYM SHUWEI TOK TO ME.... ME SO HAPPY!!!! CUZ EVEYTYM IS KUNDA AND AHDI TYCO SPEAK TO ME... AND I ALWAYS TOO NERVOUS TO SAY ANYTHING TO SHUWEI.... hee!!! so song!!!! for one more tym i can comfirm I LOVE SHUWEI!!!!! then ning damn angry... haha... then in a fit of anger she gave her cookie to shuwei... hahahahahaha.... erm nvm... next.... niunai... he quite fierce with his sunglass.... xia dao wo.... i relli duno wad to say... then i said.... ni hao shuai.... so stupid rite... nvm.... haha.... then he din say anything... mb a thanks.... nvm... i happy enuff!!!! as long as shuwei looks happy and bright i will be happy too!!! he is the most friendly one today... so happy... ning very depress.... haha... then we went to a restaurant where my sis is... then its rite bhind the stage.... corner there... then we waited for them to go then we can c them tru the glass.... then we hold our signboard... so funni then all the fans looked at us... frm outside.... then... manage to snap them... we tried to make them lk inside... but they nv!!!!! sob... haha.... then we went in for their 2nd event... then tt stupid shihui frm 100.3 said 'energy wu ge ren' wah piang!!!!! qian da lor!!!!!! then we fans boo her.... haha.... then energy came down fem escalator... then.... i realise.... WE ARE SO NEAR!!!! my sis help me take foto.... then niunai and shuwei is so near to us.... heehee... then it ended after 3o mins or so.... so tiring!!!! then we went daiso.... then my parents came... then fetch ning to mrt... then went to my auntie's hse... lurvvve the pics i tokk.... haha.... sum are relli nice!!! cant wait to show u guys... anyway... i think i shouted 'shuwei jia gei wo ba' out of overjoyed.... aiyah... he nv heard ba.... so tired... but still stayed up to blog.... cuz want my happiness to be shared with u ppl asap!!! sob... still cant c the potos yet... its on digi cam anyway....
ahdi: stop being bao qing tian la.... face so black... haha.... smile la...
kunda: noe u tired.... but u liddat ur fans oso sian wad...
niunai: ur sunglass sux!!! dun wear it anymor!!!! u rox! hao shuai!!
shuwei: U ROX!!!!!!!!!!!! HAO SHUAI!!!!! JIAYOU!!! REMAIN LIDDAT!!!

dreaming
of shuwei....
yawnz
gabby...





Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/09/2004 11:06:00 PM

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Sunday, August 08, 2004
hey ppl!!! hmm... blogging using my sis's laptop... gonna tok abt yesterday wilber and shanwei's concert... hmm... so nice... and wilber so shuai siaz... hmm... shanwei kinda cant sing live... abit lan.. but wilber very pro... there is one part... they each have a fan on stage to sing a song with them... so lucky!! then wilber kissed tt fan!!!! god.... cheek oni la... but then still so 'dui bu qi' his other fans... my cousin kinda went mad.... haha.... erm... then... i think my seat is near... at least its nearer then energy's... toking abt energy!!!! shuwei bian shuai again!!!! woho... this is actually the first tym i so near see him sing... relli near... plus he stood at my side.. wahaha... kunda never cum leh... well... i dun care anyway.... haha... niunai shuai too... and ahdi... i think he kinda....... digusting... duno... jus like keep wan to speak english when it sux... well wadeva.... haha... later meiyin saw this... then i die! heehee.... okie... now its the tym to say abt the worst... STELLA HUANG... god... i almoost turn deaf wen i hear her ing... sharp okie... and u noe she v bu zi dong... when te bd cake for will and wei was pushed ut... she stood at the center leaving will at the side... wah piang!!! then me and my sis were like wad th F***... then we shouted:' STELLA BU YAO ZHAN ZHONG JIAN!!' then she heard... told u we are near.. then she move away.... WAHAHA!!! EVIL ME!!! budden............. SHE WENT TO STOOD BESIDE MY SHUWEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... almost wanted to went up the stage and kick her bum.... opps... soorri for the vulgarities... hee... and haven say finish... then she started to dance and sing her stupid spanish shit... then i sat down and boo her... then shouted 'STELLA SHUT UP LAH'... wahaha...... then everyone lk at me... then she lk into my direction then i stick out my tongue at her.... wahaha!!!!!!!! so funni...... she just sux for god's sake...... nvm.... then the will's part continues!!! then i think he is competing dancing with wei... then wen the spotlight went on wei... means will is at a side lah... and it my side here... i wave and made the 'i love u' handsign at him.... haha.... then he nv move.... he is not suppose to move anyway... haha... oh ya.... when eg perform... i keep shouting shuwei.... haha.... then my sis lightstick leak... she everytym liddat... energy's concert oso liddat... too ji dong.... hmm.... altho this concert is quite cool... budden... it still lose to mayday's and energy's.... i think wei's fans kinda very cold... and will's obviously oustand his... haha.... yup!!!! cao mei xian zi turn up!!!! in the screen!!! b4 and after the whole concert.... so funni!!!!!!! and i saw their parents and awei's sister.... she v chio and miao jie.... typical auntie lk.... haha.... hmm.... think ttz all... me very high with my sis... then my cousinz like very not high... haha.... think ttz all!!! bai bai!!!

lang man hao
ai shang wei lai de ni
shi xin feng
kiss me 123
zhen xia de ying hua
if i cant have you
etc etc...
gabby
ps--tml going imm see energy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tai hao le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/08/2004 06:19:00 PM

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Friday, August 06, 2004
Do u nOe u R In lURve !?! When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love. Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love. Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love. If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from thatspecial someone, you are in love. When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love. You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love. While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.



Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/06/2004 07:13:00 PM

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i am stupid...
i am stupid.. i dropped the mike after our performance today..
i am stupid.. i duno how to spell "cenileisure"... i noe its wrong... i just told u...
i am stupid.. i can knock my head on the stupid double bass wen i am playing it..
i am stupid.. i accidentally sent 'yee chuan here' to lots of ppl tru sms..
i am stupid.. i mixed up he angel and mortal lots..
i am stupid.. i tot megawathi or wati is a road name in spore..
i am stupid.. i went up 2 my claz frm canteen 2 get sumtink which is in my bag IN E CANTEEN!!
i am stupid.. i call yichen as mich, mich as yeening, yeening as lishean, lishean as xuefang... etc
i am stupid.. i kena punish stand outside becuz i tot i din bring a bk which is jus under my table..
i am stupid.. cuz i cry when i feel lonely..
i am stupid.. i can fall down frm my room's platform.. but i duno wads the reasons..
i am stupid.. cuz i typing these...
i am stupid.. cuz i am simply D.U.M.B..

sometimes... i am just too stupid tt makes ppl think i am faking... but to tell u the truth... i am stupid...

today's concert and performance..
hmm... i think we did a good job... except the mart i dropped the mike... i know ttz out of pt... but i am just so guity... haiz... anyway... the whole concert is in chaos.... everyone run ard and play.... haha... so fun... but duno y.... after the whole thing... ppl start to get low... me sad.. cuz got tution... cant go play badminton with yichen chinghee boonsin they all....

angel and mortal's week
fun!!! my mortal is henry.... did i do a gd job? haha... my angel is boonsin!!!! haha... well... i knew it since the day he gave me the bookmark... cuz i happen to c his emaths ex bk and happen to realised tt the missing bit of a pg is the note he gave me... haha!!!! thanks for the bookmark man!!! chocolates and ERASER!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!! finally i got an eraser... haha... actually the game oredi end le... budden i still 'fan2' him for eraser... yeah!!! he so gd!!!!!!! haha.... the new rd start le... the probs of the lots also solved le....i prepared all he things for my mortal in a plstic bag le... i hope my mortal likes....

i cant say...
me have so many things to say... but cant cuz its a public blog... haiz... nvm.... anyway... tml going for coolplay!!!! cant wait!!! i'm getting to c shuwei!!!! so happy... i think i more excited abt thid fact... haha..


等你爱我

你看着我 问我有没有 把你当做 最好的朋友
我点点头 却不知如何开口 说我并不只想做你的朋友
等你爱我 心变得好温柔每个眼神 好象都把我看透
等你爱我 不再怕寂寞只要想起
你曾经拥抱我 就有莫名的快乐有一些话
不用再多说 想你应该 都能够感受握你的手
像握住整个宇宙 只要你给我的 永远不嫌多
不经意的拿起 你的衣服 时间到回走
第二颗小钮扣像美丽的传说
即使短短一刻 幸福味道 停留在胸口谁都不能够
从我手中偷走 等你爱我 不管还要多久只要你开口
我都愿为你守候 等你爱我 是一种享受只要看见
你眼睛里有我 我就觉得很快乐

nice song... nice lyrics... by r and b...

deng ni ai wo...
gabby



Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/06/2004 05:52:00 PM

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