Friday, July 29, 2005
i am doubting about my abilities. not sad. juat very disappointed in myself.

i actually forgot abt the flow in the plot.

is it too early to set my ambition?

am i really gonna be a gd scriptwriter?
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same feelings went into my freaking jealous heart this week.

still filled with vinegar.

i am sorry cuz i broke my promise.

all i want is........

i don't know...

i feel like a stupid blue tack which is trying to stick the poster onto the wall... but the poster nv listen to it.... nv attempts to try itself.....

mb ttz why i love vinegar.
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ok. got to tok abt happy stuff!!!

JUNYANG!!!!!!!!!!

I AM MAD!!!

actually... i am sad that wei chong is out.... but somehow bcuz of other reasons......

but yup!!!
junyang!!!!

so its either junyang or derrick in my gang....

minsi! mich!! cling on!!!!

SHUAI!!!!!!! JUNYANG JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
OH YA.... I AM MRS KOO NOW... HAHA.... I AM GETTING MARRIED AT DISNEYLAND SOON!!!! HAHA... LOL....
ANYWAY.... GUYS! SUPPROT JUNYANG!!!! OR KELLY!!!!! THEY ROCK MY WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY!






I SUCK IN MY STUDIES NOWADAYS. OOPS!!! IS IT A SUDDEN COMMENT?

WASOEVA`

I AM SO TIRED!

BYE BYE

VOTE! JUNYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/29/2005 10:16:00 PM

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Sunday, July 17, 2005
Xun Xiang Kui Yuan Part 4

The very next day, Ying Kui went to school on his cheap cheap motorbike. On the way, this New XK 4.2-S Limited Edition Jaguar Car
stopped beside him. The driver screened down the window.

It's Qiao Ji.

'Hey dude, ur face doesn't match this old bike....'

'Whatever..' and he sped off.

QJ thought : Wow, cool dude.....

In class, Ying Kui passed this note to En Xun...
They both smiled to themelves...

After lessons... En Xun and Jolin tried to look for YK and Jay but they are no where to be seen.. EX decided to go home and wait for 7pm, she was extremely excited. Suddenly, Qiao Xi popped up and held a bouquet of sunflowers in his hands

'U like it?'

'What on earth are u doing?' she was startled by the sudden surprise.

'I like u.' he reached for her arms.

'Are you nuts? We just met and had only talk for a few times...!' EX stepped back a little.

'You know what? I love your coolness, how u treated King Kong and every other facts about you!'

'ok. fine. YOU KNOW WHAT? I WON'T LIKE YOU CUZ I DUN EVEN NOE WHO YOU ARE! '

'What do u mean?'

'I've onli known u for three days, that is not enough to prove that you love me.'

'It is love at first sight.'

'I don't believe in that.'

'I-'

'Sorry, but i have somebody else in my mind... i have to go...'

She walked off.

He was rooted to the ground and lost for any actions.

EX went home and waited for time to pass by....... finally it is 7pm! She hailed a cab and went to 'JY beach' near her house.. When came out of the cab, Jay was walking towards her...

'Cherish this moment.' he winked and walk off.

EX saw YK from far and ran towards him.

'hey.'

She smiled back at him.

'You look gd...' he commented.

She was wearing something quite normal.

'Are u sure?'

'Yup...'

Suddenly, a little boy at the age of 5 who look like young Ying Kui ran cutely to ward EX.. He beckoned her to lean towards him... and passed her a box.... and he whispered into her ears....

EX burst into tears and hugged YK immedaitely. The little boy scampered away and suddenly fireworks appeared... [poof!! poof!!]

'Don't you want to open the box? it is something cheap and nothing beautiful but i thought u would love it.

She opened the box.



'SO CUTE!!!!!!!'

and they hugged together once again.........................................

end of part four....

want to noe what the boy say?





spend alot of time on this part.... hope u guys like......


thinking abt alot of things recently.... there is alot of words hidden in my heart..... but hu am i suppose to tell them to/ i can't tell anyone.... not bcuz i dun trust them... but becuz i want to protect myself....

haiz.... wat on earth am i to u? i felt that i was just something xtra... can't believe i am feeling so low all bcuz of u..... but u noe what? i can't do anything... cuz i can't say or react abt anything.... i am like wood.... i am not suppose to talk or to move......... but the things goin on inside my heart sux........

will u tok to me? for once.... can u initiate?


Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/17/2005 05:31:00 PM

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Friday, July 15, 2005

Your Birthdate: May 20

Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading. The 2 energy provided here is very social, allowing you to make friends easily and quickly. Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group. You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection. You are very prone to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil. It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in. When things are going well, you can go just as far the other way and become extremely affectionate.

yo.... alot of things happen within the past week..

1. the camp
2. energy concert
3. racial harmony


the camp.... ok.... i love the camp... it is an amazing journey... i wanna thks ramesh and cheri.... and i wanna thks my parents... ok.... i was the loudest cryer.... yeah!!! i rock!!!! hee.... i am such a water tap can....

enegy concert.... i didnt really enjoy it... until shuwei played piano and sang his song... 'my princess' super nice.... then... we saw sly!!!! and LEON!!!! super nice.... i shake hands with him...

racial harmony day.... cool.. i duno wad i weraing la... hu cares?



okie... this part is for you: okie.... i noe u are shocked... but relax.... cuz.... i said maybe... and i am not trying to do anything okie.... but dun u realise something abt ur reaction.... i like him as a friend... i just enjoy being with him, ok... but we all noe abt one thing.... which we all are confrim... his heart is with u okie... lac girl....

gtg... sianz bye


Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/15/2005 08:50:00 PM

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Friday, July 01, 2005
SO.... WHAT? PUNISHING ME FOR DOWNLOADING TOO MANY SONGS????


now i can't download anymore!!!!!! =p

i am so sick of being a teenager...... sick....
and i am SO SICK OF THIS ''''CONCERT CLASHED CAMP'''' SITUATION..
i ask mrs hong what should i so....


guess what?


'''u should call someone to take over u for the concert....'''

HAHA..... dream on... vp... dream on...

you knoe it is ENERGY concert? NOT PCK MUSICAL?

u know how much sweat i wasted pleading and reasoning with my dad in the middle of changi airport terminal two after eating popeye's chicken?

i dun care....

i shall climb the sch gate, roll out, and do violent things.... just to get to indoor stadium by 7.30....

yeening, on sia?

argh!!!! just found profect superstar webbie then my mum call me off com....

bleh!! bleh!!

did i mention abt that monday>>>>????

vp caught me for tucking out....

i am so shitty in front of her... mb she now abt the whole scandal thing we make up... or mb she want to get ride of me cuz the scandal is true!!! argh!!!

wadeva....

okie
profect superstar... hmmph!!!!

i like junyang, leon, derrick, kelly, chanel...

haha.. enuff... i scared no time blog new chap of the story.... i noe its lame cuz i ain't no valerie ok... haha.... different style can....
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Part 3.

'hey, wanna go out?' Ying Kui ask Xun En after their lessons.

'erm... i would really like to.... but... i have something on...' she answered packing her bag...

'Alright... I'll take a move first then. See u..' he said with a kinda sad tone.

En Xun rushed to the foyer. Qiao Xi is already waiting there for her.

'Hurry up..!!! Bring me to him NOW!!'

'Alright, hope on to that car.'

Its a Mercedes Sport Car.

Rich kid. She thought

On the car....

'Why do u want to see him now? Is he ur childhood sweetheart or something like tt?'

She did nt ans him.

'HELLO?'

'Just shut up and drive.'

'Alright.'

Soon, they reach Pikachu ITE. Thay start asking around for King Kong and finally.... they found him flirting with a Chinese Blonde.

He has changed totally too. but towards the negative side. He looks like Zeng Guo Cen with lousier skincare, more food consumed and uglier hair. Maybe he doesn't look like him at all..
in fact....

he is fat.

He saw the two approaching him.

'Hey, cousin... what kind of wind brought u here? [she me feng ba ni chui lai]... oh!!! who is this gorgeous!!'

'YOU ARE KING KONG?' En Xun approaches him.

'ya, mei nv!!!!' he grins like a disgusting 'ji go peh'.

'YOU DON'T REMEMBER ME?'

'ERRRR... u mean i noe u argh?' that grin is still there.

'I AM HAN EN XUN!!!!!!!!' then she steps on his foot as hard as she could.

'ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! '

Then she stepped him once again on the other foot, 'THIS IS FOR YING KUI!!!!!'

'ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' HE COLLAPSES ON THE FLOOR.

Everyone is staring.

Qiao Xi, fake blonde and everyone else in the school.

En Xun stomped off. Qiao followed her, shouting 'Sorry KK!!! I'll pay for ur medical bill..!!!!!!'

En Xun rushed to the car and she starts laughing.

She then looked at QX. Why is it him.. where is Ying Kui... Suddenly, she realises that she wanted to be right beside Ying Kui now..

'Why are u looking at me like that?'

'Nah...'

'Who is Ying Kui?'

'MY CHILDHOOD SWEET HEART.' she glared at him.

'Oh... so KK bullied u two?'

'HOw u know?'

'Erm... wild guess... u mean bingo?'

She nodded.. 'Hey, i gtg!!!! thanks for being my revenge accomplice.. i kinda feel sorry for u....'

'huh?'

'for having that idiot as ur cousin..' then, she runs off.

'hey!!!'

QX looks at her back view, filled with admiration.

EX runs and took a bus. She is going to YK house.
She rang the bell and YK answers the door.

She leans forward and hugged him.

'en xun? what are u doing?' he asked.... but he enjoyed it....[hee hee]

EX moved backwards and told him the whole story...

'Isn't that cool...?'

'yup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

and they celebrated about it throughout the night..... [so sweet]

at Qx'S house.....

'I saw you with this lady in boots today...' Qiao Ji asked her brother.

Qiao Ji is Qiao Xi's Sister... she looks like Evonne Hsu... just that QJ is taller... she is arrogant, bright and QX don't understand what she is thinking all the times.

'Is she pretty?'

'not bad.'

'She is called En Xun. She is the woman. Strong and cool.... i am addicted to her... just like now.... i want to see her now....'

'stop that nonsense, nobody deserve our admiration. Thay..... suck up to us, dear brother....'

'Sis... i dun understand ur logic...' he stands up and walk back to his room.

In Qiao xi room....

he glared at the ceiling.... smiled to himself....

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to be continued...

my mum shouted at me again... so its short.....



haiz


Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/01/2005 06:44:00 PM

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