Friday, November 25, 2005
Once upon a time, there is a girl, sitting in front of her computer.

She is waiting for her computer to hang so that she can press ''control alternate delete'' because she has nothing to do.

Yesterday was her bad day, real bad... everything went out of her control...

and she went to bedok interchange today and everywhere is playing jay chou's song... damn it...

This girl isn't her usual self anymore...

letting go of something is so hard for her now... damn it...

she sucks...
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杨丞琳-暧昧
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人 是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
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manage to escape from a temple dinner... yes! haha...

my life stinks...

these few nights i wonder what am i doing...

if ''huever up there'' is willing to give me wad i want... then everything will be perfect...

too bad i am not very into this religon thng... i believe in myself.... i am my own god...

mb ttz why i am not tt blessed u noe....

well mb i am.... mb it is bcuz my parents prayed for me...

ttz why... i've got what they want me to have...

and what i want just slipped away....

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wadeva....



mb i still kinda rox....

i duno...
i need time to confirm abt tt...





















too sweet to be true.......


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Thursday, November 24, 2005
lalalalalalalalala~~ mahiyahu!!!

grad nite was simply gr8... i am totally drunk... altho i didnt drank any alcohol.... preparing for it is nuts.... seriously, i dun enjoy the preparing part... i almost cried putting the stupid left contact lense.... damn it....

but the night was so GREAT!! taking fotos everywhere with weird ppl.... i have to comment on tat part.... it is totally nuts... his frens are like all there.... oopz.... BUT WADEVA.... i've done it! mk too..... cheers...!! lalala....

it is just super cool tt i kinda dun now how to comment on it.... our table super lucky...
wanyu, mich, danny, xuefang and yichen all got prize...

wad is all abt the 'xiong ji' craze? cg, ls, mich, yn all crazy le... me also... lol.... yichen? shen cang bu lou... lol... u all better xiao xin... treat me super good cuz alot evidence in my hands ok...

ps: i think xuefang deserves miss temasek more than karen...


suddenly bored.... my fringe sucks now... in fact my hair sux now... haha.. wadeva... gonna fly this saturday.... the grad nite kinda make me wanna stay.... haha....... coming monday at disneyland!!!!!!





excited...........















sianz.... i am bored.....






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Monday, November 21, 2005
yeap......

exams over can blog all day long....

basically my brain is empty.... because if i think of something... it would be something disapppointing or sad.... duno why, after o'levels i think even more negative?

seriously, i hate guys.... they do disappointing tings and think they are always rite.... one good example is my dad, when we fart he will scold us, when he farts he says it is not smelly... what the hell is this kind of logic... MEN ARE THE SMELLIEST ANIMALS ON EARTH.

hu say guys aint petty? and the prob doesn't even lies on me can? guys are just stupid animals... no matter how girls help them they won't appreciate, UNLSS SHE IS THE ONE HE LIKES.... ryt? they are such superficial ppl.... they oni noe how to appreciate tings like world maps, star wars, basketball, jay chou..... what is totally wrong with these ppl...? not only one of these guys irritates me... it is TWO! both with the same initias... oh man....

forget it? so what if i scold them here? one will nv get to read this and the other might just read and forget abt it... so.... i shall not waste my energy on them any more...........




Dress: $49.90
Shoes :$37.00
Necklace: $15.90
Earrings: $2.50
Hair[estimated]: $15.00
Make-up: $0.00
Manicure: $0.00
Contacts[estimated]: $30.00

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Total: $150.30



OH MY GOD........
afterall, it is just a in sch prom... what is the fuss? and i actually spent so much.... all money from savings.... my dad still owe me 3-weeks pocket money!!!!! broke broke broke..


gotta tok abt the concert... zhang dong liang rox!!! he is so damn cute!!!! jolin too!!!! all rox except ou de yang... he sings live very lan!!!

yawn... gonna go out make contacts soon.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



MISS JUNYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Friday, November 18, 2005

hello!!!!!

o levels are over..... so damn irritating cool!!!!!!!!

through these weeks, alot things happen [my mum is ryt behind me... i feel weird]....

firstly... lets tok abt the o levels.... well its over... wat else can i say?

theres is loads actually...

practicals: no comments.

emaths: if i dun get A1 for this.... i'll be real upset.....

amaths: at least a B4 please.... its not that hard... but i kinda did quite badly.... sob.... esp paper two...

social: FORGET IT.

LITERATURE: PLS PULL UP MY SOCIAL!!!!!!

geog: i need a A2.... possible?

physics: erm.... i dont noe... really.... hoping for B4 ba...

eng: it is not tt hard u know... i duno le.. i need a B...

hmt: i need this to be a A pls!!!

chem: forget it.


die lo!!!


anyway... very vexed!! even tho o levels finish le... but alot underlying probs...

argh!!!!

1.] future
2.] richie

1. 99.99 percent vj is out of my future.... i just hope i get in to poly mass comm with my dad's consent..... and am i really getting to uni from poly? i dont noe... mb it is time for a break from this...

2.ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont noe wad to say.... it is kinda a weird for a guy to tr8 tt nice... and say all those super nice things like ''i have faith in u'', ''i believe in u'', ''i'm here to support u''.. i noe sometimes it don't mean a thing... but i feel weird...... after my trip to japan... should i go? wadeva... perhaps, i just enjoy now.... currently ba....

sianz... my mum want me offline... haven do aot things i say i want to on com....

SAD....

11pm---7am
bie lei zhao le... haiz


FUN IS AWAITING


Natsuki bought another stitch item 11/18/2005 08:23:00 PM

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