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Friday, March 31, 2006
hey pals.

gabby is now in deep deep shit.

JC life sucks.

Mb it is because cca hasn't start yet, but even if it starts..... will it be as smooth as i think? With such low profile cca, i need to do something. Aim to be president la, but i see the ppl there... all smarter kids. haiz. they can handle both cca n studies better. unlike me.

Most prob fail my first test in jc. GEOG. Thot it was easy but whole class tcher say only one pass.. and shud be the fariz. cuz he is the oni hu put O-O. Mon got econs test. and geog got retest. Fuck la. haiz. still nid pass up proj work draft proposal.. Geog proj. Econs essay and questions. alot lot aht la. i hate my life now... its totally piece of crappy shit... i dun understand maths at all lor... i hate maths... pull down my l1r5... fuck fuck la....

I fail 2.4 run pre-test la. fuck la. fail standing broad se pre-test too. DO I NID TO RUN AND JUMP TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN MY LIFE? stupid. why must pass be silver? this is not logical. NOT LOGICAL. wad the fuckin prob of pe department? they have no sense of logic.

and why must they reject the strings ensemble setting up? ?? its my oni way to play bass again!!!!! darn that old hag... if it gets approved i can have 2 cca... low profile but at least i have two...

life is shit.

going to jc and get all this shit is A RULE. not A CHOICE.

and....... studying in jc is fucking ex! u nid to pay for damn lot of shit. even the stupid ivle thingy. twenty.two dollar. ass. think my home print cash de huh?!

i lost my determination and strength to do anything. life sucks.

homework sucks.

teresa is so gonna beat dean, damn it.


haiz.
i duno wad to say le lah. nth much to say le.life so sucky wad to tok about.

ah niu sucks. totally.

i realize yichen starts to dislike ppl i dislike!! haha.. ah niu and limelight seeker... mb she dun dislike.. just dun relli like?

i want to sing karaoke b4 20th march.



"Because Of You"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraidI lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
sad song. love the parts in red.
gtg.
gabby`can't rest in piece or peace?




Natsuki bought another stitch item 3/31/2006 10:33:00 AM

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Friday, March 24, 2006
I HATE MY COM.
KEEPS HANGING WHEN I AM BLOGGING
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very angry. alot of things to blog. but keeps hanging and wad i type like gone. =(

unhappy.

hai.

so i just type in pt form.

more =) than =(

cool.

drank sweet talk today. dun wan pearls but tt auntie gimme lor. sianz.

fat leh.

but choco ice blended ROCKS...


the back facing de is albertus. =)

bit blur.. but he is cute =)


this is my light in my room. got alien! so eerie.. haha..

gtg.. =)

love.. tata..

omnia vincit amor...




Natsuki bought another stitch item 3/24/2006 08:52:00 PM

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
http://whyyousolikethat.blogs.friendster.com/yw/

Yin wei's blog.

Anyway, in school now. Its like in school using computer lor.

Bad... Adriano out le..

He is our superstar la. He had already create so much chaos among us, it is really cool.

Hope Chee Yang wins. His performance is nice. Adri's is nice too. Renfred not bad. Just tt lady luck prefer Renfred la. Hope Adriano will find his way to Stardom one day. We know he will right..

The Adriano thingy has been freakingly amazing.

Dean got in. Am i suppose to be happy? She sang badly but it is the judges hu chose that damn difficult song lor. Dean ROX. I hope she wins. But obviously....

i sort of think the whole voting thing is fake. Cuz u know star idol? Half way tru, , Leo leads the vote. Then in the end Bryan won with 61% votes. Its bit unbelievable.
Although BRYAN won for good.


also think this type of comp wun let foreigner win de. But they can't deny teresa [tw]'s talents so let her go finals then let chee yang win. want bet?
then adri from indo also wun let him win.
DO i make sense?

i think i do.

Mjc is a plain plain sch bah.
me n mich not same class. me n yichen r.



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i'm writing this very guang ming zhen da.

she changed. or maybe she is always like tt but i didnt realise only.

now, she sort of oni sms me when she need help.

in other words.

use me.

i cant stand it anymore. its like...... she was my best fren? wadeva.


mb i shud not let her get into my way but i did.
i reli felt that u have change liao lor, dun u think ur attutude towards me have a litte prob? Sometimes u never even say thanks, i think it is rude. i'm not ur maid. y must i do so much things for u w/o a thanks? i'm very pissed. u have ur own frens liao, y didnt u turn to them for help? y u still turn to me for help when u dun even regard me as a ''fren''... as in fren suppose to help each other but i think u dun even reli show ur grattitude for wad me & MY MOTHER done to u...

haiz.

is getting intense here.
yichen say very siao, but i'm just saying wad i feel. haha. haha. if u guys read this, tell mich if u want. or mb let her find her way here. i dun even care now.



sad few days.
hai
~tata



Natsuki bought another stitch item 3/21/2006 09:22:00 AM

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Sunday, March 19, 2006
Hey...

Tml will be the REAL starting of school. Meridian, wonder what ''fun & excitement'' awaits there. I'll just try to enjoy life? [Like how?!!] Dun know.. there will be a way.. [Izzit?] well, I guess..

Guess what doctor say for my spine check-up?
It is 40 degrees now. Anymore worsening, he will encourage O.P.E.R.A.T.I.O.N.

F.u.*.k

I am so gonna runaway to Arabia if I really need operation.
I wanna knee down in front of Ning cuz she had already been through all this.

IMAGINE.




I'm not brave. Totally not brave ok. I can't even really cross the road by myself. How am i gonna go thru this? I have one more year to improve my condition. But i have no idea how am i gonna make that stubborn spine straight back.

fu*k scoliosis f*ck

Oh ya! I haven't really blog bout Disney On Ice right? It is damn cool. When I step down the taxi, the whole ''WOW. Am I in DisneyLand?'' feeling sort of gush up to my throat.

that's exaggerating, i know.

Maybe you guys don't understand why I love Disney so much. I also don't really know why bah. Just feel so energetic when i see Disney stuff.

OOH.

The guy who act as Aladdin is real HOT. haha.

Ning, ur husband is shuai man.

The Beauty & the Beast part is real NICE.
feel like cryin.
haha. when the beast is like dyin.


http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1003/gabby_swei/Picture0046.jpg


Belle luv Beast

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1003/gabby_swei/Picture0067.jpg

Cool stunt! Go Prince!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1003/gabby_swei/Picture0106.jpg

Disney Gathering!



Blur n tiny photos. Cuz my phone take de. Regret never bring camera lor!!!


http://img.photobucket.com/albums/1003/gabby_swei/Picture0092.jpg
AND I BOT THIS PURPLE SHIRT!!!! WOOHOO!!! PRETTY AND expensive. HAHA.
but BELLE IS DEFINITELY WORTH IT!!

hey!! gtg! wish me luck tml!

anyway!! go to my links and go to the first one! hiak!

Hope bryan wins star idol tonight!

damn charmin''

hootz! hot~

bye palz. miss u guys. wun be blogging so often le. stupid sch.

tata.
luv to u guys



Natsuki bought another stitch item 3/19/2006 05:44:00 PM

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
今天,我突然很想用华语!哈哈!

和一些人聊了聊。。感触良多。。

为何他会变得这样?他不是最痴情的吗?他不是我最佩服的吗?为什么每个人都在新的环境中变了?是成长吗?还是他们都势利化?

我不喜欢那样的他们。
虽然也不大喜欢这样的自己。。。。

我参与不了他们说的谈话,我也觉得他们说的话很无聊。。。

也许到了这种地步,我应该检讨自己。。。

是我的问题吗?

这种感觉就象全世界只剩我一人在呼吸,
宁愿停止呼吸,
慢慢睡去。。。。。。。
就让我继续沉醉在我的梦幻世界中。。。




==终于看穿这片玻璃其实不透明。。。。。。==



Natsuki bought another stitch item 3/14/2006 10:09:00 PM

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Saturday, March 11, 2006


Mjc orientation 2 has ended. They last day is the most fun day. But also the most irritating day for me la. Alhena 1 got all sorts of ppl. The OGLs not bad. The members also not bad, except one or two and the weird weird retainees.

The retainees are weird. I know they are sad but they all so weird and not shuai compared to yichen's previous class's retainees. Damn weird lor..
One of the two is the first one of the top row. Wee Yang. Damn weird. I overheard he tok to Audrey [Not in pic] he ask her if she date b4.. then ask if izzit the boy approach her or something like tt... WAD E HELL LA... so weird lor.. think Audrey sure feel weird too...... the other even more weird, not in pic also... he half way play game disappear then the went to find him. Dotz. The pic abit small n not clear. the guy at ur left [wear specs, quite shuai de] is OGL Aaron.. Not bad right... and the guy at the back corner, half face kena covered de is Johnathan!!!!! haha... He damn ke lian, cuz everytime dance i will like partner him and anyhow dance... haha... then others also quite nice bah... except two i dun relli like... haha... shan't say hu...


The center OGL look like Daphne Koo right! lol!!! then the other girl, i think she very Chin Ghee...




I look like a butch int this foto man!! Haha...









I'm so tall!!! haha.... Taken at Sentosa...







Haha.. Me & Audrey!!!! yeah... can't blif the coincidence! haha... i look like crap in the foto..










Hengky's very well taken foto by me!! haha!!! He tt day quite shuai!! haha... Regulus OGl!













Hongzhou and twin!!! haha!!! The pic not tt xiang! but the real person damn xiang!!! haha!! the center one duno hu.. lol.. look abit like mervyn...








Romario and michelle.. No comments...









Overall, i like Mj!!!!

Just a couple of things that irritates me...
Ladies!!!! Look to ur LEFT....




Damn SHUAI






Anqi's fren in australia... SHUAI RYT!!!!! ARH!!!!
SOmetyms i wanna go there and pei her... haiz... not for the sake of this huai ge but...... bjust feel like going there...



Natsuki bought another stitch item 3/11/2006 05:28:00 PM

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Hey...

Just came here to blog then my mum call me off com... duh... ok.. I'll make it fast...

Mj O2 first 3 days just passed... I think it is fun... At least i enjoy it more than the ''hmmm'''...

alot ppl from tj keep saying tj one better... this might be true... but since now u in mj liao then sua lor... just enjoy urself....

yeah... gtg... sianz...



Natsuki bought another stitch item 3/08/2006 09:49:00 PM

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Sunday, March 05, 2006
Today's post will feature CUTE DOGS.


Cute Dog No. 1
No Name
[Labrador Puppy at East Poin Pet Safari]

Guess he hasn't got a name, he was on display don't know if he is sold le. Actually dun even know if he is a he, didn't check... hee hee... He is the cutest cuz he is so sleepy and quiet unlike the others. Super attention seekers sia...


Cute Dog No. 2
Femo
[My cousins, Yvonne and Michelle's dog, Shitzu]

I know the pictures doesn't look that cute. But i assure you he is damn cute!!! I walk him before, so funny and adorable.. and confirm is HE. haha... He got lotsa hair man...



Cute Dogs No 3 & 4
Donut & LeLe
[My cousin, Dinah's dog and Dinah's friend, Cat 's dog repectively, Chihuahuas]

They are husband and wife so must put them together. Seriously, LeLe [She is a bitch.. hee..] is not that cute... She eats everything given to her lor... and she super skinny... haha... but okie la quite cute... Donut is cuter... more tame bah!

Cute Dog No. 5

No name

[Picture found when i was searching for Charm necklace on Yahoo.co.jp, Unknown breed, But i think looks like CHH.]

Dog Model for the necklace... Freaking cute sia!!!!!!!!! Look bit like vixen la... but still so cute!!!

Cute Dog No 6!!!!

Danny

[Pic found on Internet, the file was named DannyHoney, so i think it is called Danny ba! LOL Breed i duno]

So cute!!!!!!! Damn cute!!!! No words to say!!!!! I love his breed... wadeva is his breed... look like soft toy right..so freakin cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

quite mad bout' korean dramas again!!!

want to blog bout my top faves korean drama... but my mum nag liao!! cuz tml got sch.... now is 10.10pm... haiyo....

aneway, can't wait for school tomorrow, abit crazy liao... never been so happy bout sch before!!!!! yeehaa!!!!!!

MJ! HERE I COME!!!!!!




Natsuki bought another stitch item 3/05/2006 07:14:00 PM

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Friday, March 03, 2006
I kinda feel happy about going MJ. HAHA. Duno why, although not my first choice.. but just feel cool bout it! I hope it is a nicer place than the place i came from la... haha...

so many ppl come mj! yeah! ME!!! Yichen! Izyan! Hengky! Michelle! HongZhou! Shairah! Hidayah! Ningxin!

But then still will miss those in TJ! too bad i can't get in... [obviously] but at least noe i dun have to swim!! yeehaa!! now have to transfer to arts la...

ECONS, GEOGRAPHY, GENERAL CHINESE, MATHS

arts right? ma fan loh. i kena science cuz i go and put sci first. stupid me.


hurray!!! i bot a new bag on tt day when me n mk went out...!! can't wait to bring it to mj!! lalala~

possible ccas:
-bowling: $120 per month.. Siao!!!
-tennis: got Mr Xinpeng... and can buy nice racket...!!
-soccer: My mum dun let cuz she scare i break parts of my body!!!
-co: I'm sick of it liao... really, although i love muah Mr bass....
-chinese cultural club[chinese drama]: My xp say it is damn ULU. most prob one performance a yr?
-choir: definitely join if singing helps to lose weight...
-student council: very dull right, mb fun but... very cliche... n need interview...
evaluation: TENNIS WINS.


hmm... gtg liao...

they GOING ORCHARD!!!! sad sad sad sad sad.


yipppeee~~~



Natsuki bought another stitch item 3/03/2006 10:16:00 AM

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