Monday, May 29, 2006
哭了,累了，不想了。。。
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/29/2006 10:09:00 PM
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Friday, May 26, 2006
Saw Anqi through webcam! =) so funny siaz!!!!It brighten up my day.. and mb tml? haha...Let's dream on together =)To u: U're the best senior ever!
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/26/2006 11:36:00 PM
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
This the
200th post of my blog =S
I'm tired, I just had dinner with.......
Some guys..
Yichen, Minsi and Seehui...Some guys whom I've totally no comments on...
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Why this people start to tell me how well they are living right now? I'm so unlucky and depressing and yet u guys are telling me how wonderful everything is...? It totally sucks... Just feel like crying everyday.. It is so unfair... Life is so unfair...I try to forget but I just can't, CANNOT!++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Lost to Vj... The soccer match... I duno what to say, I hope we've won, gloriously...
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Tml got PW at Aljunid again, it was meant to be a holiday but...... well, too bad i guess... too bad... mb can see Sadiq again... haz....
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My cca has officially 3 guys...
Something happen and made me really sad, I was really shocked that not all of CCS want to continue music lessons... I wonder if kok and I hadn't have a firm stand, what will happen...
If there is no music lessons...I will be lost, aimless, pointless.... I really wanna cry on the spot...
Once again, thanks CCS for deciding to continue lessons... Shall organise practice at my house soon...
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THINGS HAVE BEEN REALLY DEPRESSING AND UNLUCKY... and
pretty angered by not very understanding ppl.. i duno what to say anymore, I just want to go
k-box and
vent all my anger out... but... tml? can't even make it to k lunch... haiz...
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How I hope nothing had happened before and we can be normal friends now...How I hope you are what I imagined you to be...How I hope you are not as happy as you are now....++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++it is just tears and tears and tears every night.....
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/25/2006 11:46:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Sorta long time no blog, and there I am failing my
2nd time of 2.4km run. Today,
Farah, Audrey[mj] and Liyana ran with me, giving me all
motivations they could, and i still fail it. Luckily, june hols no need to come back to train, just that after the hols I can't play games and have to do
''physical conditioning'' a.k.a run and run and run. haiz. so if yichen's dream of playing bball with
'hmm hmm chou'' come true... I wun be there to c it =(
My bday is over, recieve many
nice presents, yeah I'm still a kid =)
Got:
- KEYBOARD from my mum =) [ yes i got it, not the one in lws school which cost $1880 but an almost equally nice yamaha brand which cost $288]
- WATCH & BABY-IN-BUNNY-COSTUME EARRINGS from yichen and Hengky... [The earring is damn cute and lame, but i swear i'll wear it..]
- MY WANTED POOH from Mingkee & Xuefang [damn cute larrh!! red riding POOH!!!]
- 6 COLOUR MARKER PENS & DP TITBITS from Yeening.. [Damn cool lar, i just love the marker pens jux like I love yeening!]
- THIS I-DUNO-WAD-U-CALL-IT necklace from Little^Li and Chinghee [It is nice =) I wore it the next day which is my bd!]
- PLAYBOY EARRINGS from Wanyu [Damn cool!!!! very nice!]
- GEL BOTTLE AND EARRINGS from Mich.. [Hehehe, nice nice thks =) luv ya...]
- BIG BIG POOH from Farah, Liyana, Audrey, Fariz, WenQian, Yuzhen [I'm not really sure who shared leh.. haha... But it is really nice to hug lar... cuddles*]
- CAKE NO.1 from 06a102 [Hehehe, thanks, shared with aiysha =)]
- CAKE NO.2 and card from CCS!!!!!!!!! [U all do things super obvious one! haha... It was really memorable to celebrate bday during music lessons... and shud i thank kok ann for helping me to shake hands with that hot counter guy?]
- NOTEBOOK AND MARKER PENS from Chengying. [I'm really surprise he gave me prezzie la, but i really appreciate that..!]
- ZHANG DONG LIANG NEW ALBUM from my sis's bf, Melvin. [ER. actually i din reli want it, it was my sis hu wanted it, but thanks alot anyway!!! ]
- EARRINGS FROM ANQI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [she mailed it on 15th and i receive it on 20th =)))) then got card also, then she called me the next day =) I love and miss u ger... come back come back =( ]
and i realise... MY NICE SISTER HAVEN BUY ME PRESENT!!!!!! and my dad la... nv gimme money, nv treat me eat, nv buy me present =(
and thks: [in order]
- audrey[tms]&henry&mingkee&ls&yichen&yeening [on msn]
- mommy
- sis
- michy
- yeening
- elaine
- daddy
- peieng
- huiping
- michelle cheng
- audrey[tms]
- seehui
- connie
- cindy
- minsi
- chengying
- xinyi [ccs]
- wenqian
- kristin
- lishean
- jiaqing
who greeted me on 20th may, except tt last guy hu came to his realisation oni on 21st.. but nvm...
My Spongebob and Pat cake!!! Chocolate Royal =) Yum Yum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And of cuz, I demanded the spongebob part!!!! I ate spongebob and it dun taste like a sponge =)
Still got some fotos with kok and ning, haven go ask from them..
I had a wonderful bday..
even though........
吃下了Spongebob，也消化掉了和你的回忆。。。。
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/23/2006 06:05:00 PM
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
Happy Birthday
to me...
May everyday be a better day.....
幸福会在终点
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/20/2006 12:11:00 AM
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Friday, May 19, 2006
I wanted to blog bout the fun I had today but now I lost all my mood le.
I can't stand my mum.
I hate my family.
I hate they way the brought me up.
I hate overnight camps but I have to go for one very soon.
I hate 2.4 that is y i fail it.
I hate school and I fail every test.
I hate life because it will end without any glory and remembrance.
I hate myself.
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Today, celebrate ''be-early'' bday with they all =)Thanks for all ur presents, all very nice =)Receive 2 Winnie Poohs this year =)Yichen!!! My present!I love u guys!!+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I dun care if tml
I'm getting my keyboard anot.
I dun care if
my dad is gonna celebrate with me anot.
I dun care if it is the first time in my 17 years of life he is not gonna celebrate my bday with me.
I dun care if I'm gonna
freak out during the
leadership training camp.I only care that
I'm 17 in 15 mins' time.十七岁的天空，不一定会有青春的彩虹。。
我依然怀念十六岁的白日梦。。
我不懂。。。。我不懂。。。。。
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/19/2006 11:34:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Wisedom toothI don't understand what is all bout the wisdom tooth. I just know it is growing in my mouth now and that it really sucks. But my friends [except xf] seem really safe from wisedom toothache, none of them is having it growing! My wisedom tooth is grown HALFWAY. And it totally suck. U can feel the tension in ur gums when the tooth tries to push itself out. Some people have it real late, like Mdm Mariam, my GP teacher... just wondering why mine come so fast...
mb because I too wise.. Even wiser than Mdm Mariam...
NAFAOOH.
Did my 5 items for NAFA today!!!!!!
I PASSED ALL WITH
SILVER.DID i tell ya, in order to PASS UR NAFA in MJC, U have to get SILVER?
It is the lamest rule I ever heard in my whole life.. but anyway..
I might sound marvellous here [passin' with all silver] but gers in my class is much more than that... NUTTY PSYCHOS!!!!
I'm one of the worst... and I'm gonna be the worst....
ON FRIDAY.2.4 run...I GOTTA RUN THE DUMB RED TRACK 6 TIMES IN 17 MINS? IF NOT I'VE HAVE TO COME BACK IN JUNE AND NO GAMES IN AUGUST JUST DO REDO THE WHOLE STUPID TEST!!haizanyway my family went out and my mum call me lock myself in the room [where my com is].... haha.. as if wolverine will come knocking on the door and ask me to join the X-MEN.... IF i join X-MEN..... I wanna be something like the ''Hamster GIRL?''.... someone hu can like transform to a hamster.. and then and then..... eat sunflower seeds... =) quite useless... but nvm....
just love music and i hate sports.
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/16/2006 08:09:00 PM
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Monday, May 15, 2006
http://youtube.com/results?search=zhiyang&search_type=search_videosZhiyang@ MJC's video clips.http://justme-willy.blogspot.com/Zhiyang's blog on MX'06.
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/15/2006 08:32:00 PM
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
I really love my last post and wanna leave it as first entry because i totally love MX.
But i seriously need to blog.
I need to blog because i suddenly feel sad because
HE'S SO GAY..I can't really take it when a guy got this
oh really upset feeling about another girl not liking him or wadeva. I think it is
gay. Guys are suppose to be more steady and just forget the girl for goodness sake. I noe i sound ridiculous cuz man has this kinda devoted feeling just like gers... if not they wun listen to songs like ''Right Here Waiting for you'' by Richard Marx or ''Waiting for you'' By Hu yan bing... I know i know but, it just sound
gay to me.... I mean the songs are
gay too!
The truth is: I just read this blog of the guy i recently go gaga over and he sounded really gay about this girl he likes...
I'M NOT JEALOUS... for goodness sake, I just didnt expect him to be so
gay... wad a tinky winky! ... but i think i'll still be gaga over him for this period cuz i can't really find a substitute yet...
hurhur...
anyway,
I SPOILT MY ORGAN. I MEAN THE PIANO, NOT MY LIVER OR LUNGS OR WADEVA....
DAMN IT! I WAS LIKE WRITING A SONG AND THE SOUND FADED OFF SO I ANGRY GO PRESS THE ON OFF BUTTON 1000000000 TIMES... AND THE WHOLE THING JUST BLEW OFF...
i need A KEYBOARD. JUST LIKE THE ONE IN LWS SCHOOL! SO COOL LARHX!
gtg... BYEBYE
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/13/2006 11:52:00 PM
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Friday, May 12, 2006
It is over... I am so freaking high.. Techers and VP enjoyed it... We were professional, we totally made the day...
Thankew all CCS members... : Kok, Hui Pior, Hui Yin, XinYi, Ruobing n ChenYing...
Thankew seniors: Shirlynn, Diana, Qinxin, Fel, Van, Tsung wei, Nimyan, Yinjin..
Thankew Miss Tan and Miss Han..
Thankew all contestants:
- Tingyan&Xiwen&JunXian&JianXin,&Crystal
- Larre& YanHong
- Jasmine&Kaiwei&Xinyi
- QiQi&Lihan
- Xiaoxuan
- Bernice
- Rachelle
- Fukun
- Yijun
- Pearlicia who isn't there yesterday due to injury =(
Thankew: Cindy and Muslim.
Thankew AVA.
Thankew VP AND P.
Thankew ZHIYANG.
Thankew LWS MUSIC SCH AND I WEEKLY.
Thankew aaron and bangniang.
Thankew MJC!
THANKEW EVERYONE WHO CAME...
it was a sweet success, a night ccs will nv forget =)
U NOE WAD?
Picture speaks more then words.... 
I hate myself for my crooked body in this picture... but it is freaking cool la... I'm killing Ruobing [the one long hair beside Zhiyang].. ZY v funny during interview!!!!! wahaha....
HAHAH... LARRE!! Duno if michelle gonna see this... our ''hot'' guy...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nicest contestant I've ever meet!!!!!!
Our judges!!!!! Thankew........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me and MC JAY! haha... look like jay ryt... yichen jealous jealous.... haha......
iT IS JUST TOO HIGH TO DESCRIBE ANYMORE...
HAHA...
I vow to bring CCS to its heights and limts next year... I'm gonna do it and i can do it! thanks seniors and teachers for giving me this chance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE CCS@MJC...
music xtraordinaire 2007! coming soon......
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/12/2006 12:50:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
I got it.the thing i really wanted, I got it.=)
Tml will be the big big day.
MUSIC XTRAORDINAIRE 2006.Our hardwork for 1 and 1/2 month.
calm me down =X
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See ya there!
loads of luv.
gabby
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/10/2006 09:10:00 PM
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Friday, May 05, 2006
Hey, I'm like....
BLOGGING AGAIN =)
I've changed my blogskin.
AS U CAN SEE. I'M GOING TO THE DARK SIDE =XL.AME..wanna see something even lamer?
Tinky Winky, Little Star.Male or female, who you are?With a handbag, you're so gay.Off to Holland you should stay.Tinky Winky, Little Star.Male or Female who you are?[in purple cuz gay colour]
[sing with twinkle twinkle little star tune. =)]
anyway...
Today, me and Yichen meet up with Yeening..
And I took a really ugly neoprint....
Then Yichen left, then Lishean came.
Then we realised, we spent money all on stickers...
different type of stickers : neoprintz, cartoon and the name stickers..
5TH MAY=== UNOFICIALLY STICKERS' DAY!be relieve cuz I'm not gonna set up a STICKER CLUB and force u to join =)
I ate the bear. WAD'S THE PROB!!!!!!!!!! dun u eat gummy BEAR too?
Yes u see me, no u dun. This ger look like me. I mean the ger camouflaged in the middle of the crowed. I hope she is not my long lost twin, cuz she is gonna snatch my heritance.
hey hey. gtg!
eating lunch with mingkekekekee tml then do PW with my grp @ airport.....
=p
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/05/2006 10:17:00 PM
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darn fucking sleepy.
It is so unfair.
Feel like
punching someone now.
%%*^&%#&*^*
But still, I'm so gonna win u.
jay jay jay =X
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/05/2006 12:07:00 AM
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Thursday, May 04, 2006
Hey! 23 minutes before I'm goin for Music Xtraordnaire's 1st ever rehearsal.Today kinda irritated by that idiotic person again anyway... stomach pain!~
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/04/2006 04:08:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
I know I 've been blogging non-stop nowadays. No matter u guys read anot, I just wanna blog...
I just knew what competition is.... It is kinda scary and u KNOW wad ur competitior is doing.. This is the first time i really dun like a ''HE'', I've been such a opposition of a feminist for the past few years.
I use to hate girls who are wishy-washy [most girls are].. but know i finally noe, how disgusting and irritating wishy washy BOYS ARE.
U dun have to snatch all my jobs and use them to prove how great or capable u are, u should grab ur own jobs opportunities to prove it to her. BAKA. U are such are dumbo. I'm so gonna win u.
Tml is one of the crucial days... I musn't make a fool out of myself... haiz..
Anyway, my cca have a new boy call eugene. He is pretty funny and nice and he is in my cca's cip group! yippee! Someone to save me from that tornado. During the meeting [for cip] we were like talking and laughing at stupid jokes. I'm so happy our cca got one more guy lars. Even though my msn nick is ''I hate boys'' but it is still my natural instinct to prefer boys to girls in general.
I noe I sound dumb cuz I'm a girl. But the truth is I reall wanna be a guy. i'm not a les!! I dun accept e concept or whole idea les anyway. I wanna be a guy cuz in this way, my dad will be giving more smiles to me and that I'll most probably in a relationship now....
dun u think...
if u r a guy, with pretty normal looks but still kinda noe how to style up, some gers [or 1 or 2 gers] will just go gaga over u?
gers are bimbos.
But it doesn't goes for the other way round, average looking girls just dun get any admirers most of the times.. Boo~
guys are himbos.
It is 11.33pm and I've got school tml.
OH YA.
was discussin with Mingkekekekekeee just now bout my bday. =)
got some plans.... =)
anyway, guess u guys have realised:
we're getting like so old!
17
+1
+1
+1
+1
=21!
oh bloody hell.
yuck yuck yuck!
I dun wanna be 21 so soon... after 21, everything is gonna zoom! 23...25...then 30!!! wad the fuC?~~~~k!
i rather be illegal to watch R21 movies forever anyway...
I have so accomplish nothing in my 16 going on to 17 years of life.
haiz.
everything is just moron to me.
I just kinda scold everyone stupid nowadays.
I kinda enjoy it cuz i have nth better to do. nahz... i scold stupid to cover up my own stupidity.
I think I'm stupid anyway...
Its like...
if i'm not stupid I wun be typing this instead of going to get my precious seleep.
I'll stop being stupid.
tataz!
ps: to think of it.... DO U EVEN QUALIFY TO BE A BIMBO?
bimbo= got looks no brain.
gosh. if u have none! u can't even be a bimbo. =(
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/03/2006 11:20:00 PM
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Monday, May 01, 2006
若忘记能够轻松了得，是谁在唱着失恋的歌？若海浪能够冲走寂寞，陪伴现在又算是什么？矛盾带着我们游走。。我不懂现在的我想要些什么。。。。只知道我在等待着有一天有属于自己的歌。。。。。。。。。。。
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/01/2006 09:54:00 PM
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| You Should Date An Italian! |
 You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guyAn Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charmingIf your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with himInvest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta! |
Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?
If I ever really date a Italian, my Dad will be eating a pizza made of MY meat.
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
60% true..
| Your Ideal Relationship is Friends Only |
 Honestly, you're not really ready for a relationship right now.And you prefer to keep things platonic, for now.That's not to say that one of your friends could be dating material.You're just taking a break for now. |
Yeah....
| People Envy Your Generosity |
 You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you!People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to. |
What Do People Envy About You?
IZZIT?
Natsuki bought another stitch item
5/01/2006 06:56:00 PM
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