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Monday, July 31, 2006
Trival of Torres

-He has three tattoos : one is on the inside of his left arm that says "Fernando" in Tengwar; the number 9, his number for Atlético de Madrid and the Spanish national team, is tattooed on the inside of his right wrist; and the Roman numerals VII VII MMI (7 7 2001) are tattooed on the inside of his right shin. It is likely that the Roman numerals represent the date of his first date with his current girlfriend, Olalla. He is married probably 11 september 2006. [what???????]

-He's said that signing autographs after training sessions are "almost a duty, a moral obligation

-He is the Top Scorer of Nke Cup Europe and Best Young European Player Award [1998/1999]and Top Scorer of the Under 19s European Championship and Under 19s European Championship winners[2001/2002].

-He met his girlfriend Olalla AT THE AGE OF 8.

-He is the youngest player to play for Atlético de Madrid, the youngest to become captain (at age 19), and the youngest goalscorer for the Spanish national side.



I DIDN'T KNOW HE IS GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/31/2006 01:27:00 PM

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Saturday, July 29, 2006
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These are the boys who Panic! at The Disco, I know they ain't that hot. Joyous to say that I finally got hold of their CD!!! Pinch of HAPPINESS. The songs are nice and valuable lessons can be learnt.

I'm so nice to volunteer, yet they treat my kindness as bullshit. Even though I'm Taurian, I have my own shit and you don't have to give me your shit. Keep your own and smear it on your face if you're despo for attention.

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Our Dear Torres here is not going to England, I'm so sad but he still can laugh happily! ARrr! There is nothing to look forward anymore, not even EPL, not even my eye candy, not even CCA.....

Sorry but I'm not blessed with the determination to study =(

Dear Education...
You can take the kid out of the fight but you can't take the fight out of the kid, it's useless.
from: Victim Number 99999999999999



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/29/2006 11:50:00 PM

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Friday, July 28, 2006
FU*K

U KNOW HOW IT SUCKS TO BLOG SO MUCH AND THEN UR COMP JUST f*ckingly HANG?

I dun want to complain about life but i had enough!!!!! EVEN THE COMP WANTS TO MAKE FUN OF ME. I dun want to dance in front of everyone! I dun care if RNR is what great shit. I DUN WANT TO DANCE BECOS' I CAN'T DANCE AND I WANT TO GET RID OF THIS SHIT LIFE.

Some bitch please teach me how to seduce Mr Goh's nephew and just let me marry him and be a tai tai. cos' I had enough.

and I DON'T CARE IF I SCORE A UNGRADED FOR MY ECONS AND I'LL BE CHASED OUT OF THE SCHOOL OR STAYING FOR ONE MORE BLOODY YEAR.
becos BEFORE SHE EVEN TALK TO ME, l'LL QUIT FIRST.

and i dun care how lacked of sleep I am and how I'm gonna doze of in lectures because SLEEPING IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN KNOWLEDGE THAT YOU WOULDN'T USE IN UR LIFE.

And i dun care if i'll have wash the toilets if i fail my exams. AT LEAST I MADE MY HANDS DIRTY FOR SOME GOOD CAUSES.

I'M GONNA BE A DROPOUT.




Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/28/2006 12:21:00 AM

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
, Hi!!!! Miss Liu Xin Yi and Mr Ng Kok Ann are beside me, Xinyi laughing at my ''very funny meh'' joke... Still ask not funny meh!! Not funny kk. =)

Life sucks, and my tiny weeny hope of delight in this darn school is starting to vanish. Not Torres, just some other stuffs that suppose to make me happy. Arh------ Torres still makes me happy,

Panic! At Disco's CD is out!!! Read the review on LIME. =) I'm so excited but I can't even find time to go and buy. Hai.

I thought of a new story over these days, it's english American kind.

Got two guys: Smart people will know I'm naming one of them Fernando.

Fernando Diyeral.
The other Dephan Reeyes.
The girl is Kerylle Miya.

The story plot goes: Kerylle is a lady who is mad about Spain, she is saving for a trip to Madrid and aims to marry a Spanish. Dephan is her boss of this interior design company who likes Kerylle secretly, even though he can't stand her craziness over the whole Spain thing. Fernando is a Spanish client. Dephan didn't want Kerylle to meet Fernando and tried all sorts of ways to prevent it. But in the end they still met..... WAHAHA....

As you can see this story is inspire by 4 person in the reality world..
Adeline, Gabrielle, Fernando, Francesc.
Or should I put in this order?
Adeline, Francesc, Gabrielle, Fernando
If this story is published it is for you and me, mk.
;)

Miss Liu beside me wants me to mention her in my post.
LIU XINYI!!!
LIU XINYI!!!


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Arh, Torres always makes my day!



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/25/2006 04:16:00 PM

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Sunday, July 23, 2006
I'll make this quick cos' I really need to sleep!

Please dun remind me that my last point will remain as a bloody dumb dream. I knew.

How I hope I could just cry and die with Dar'Bass in my arms, Torres's pic in my hands, result slip burnt into ash......

E£ Soñado® [the dreamer]




Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/23/2006 12:42:00 AM

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
You know my life was totally an emotional roller coaster this 2 days. For one moment, my eye candy stood behind me and I finally get to say Hi. For the other, I was so depressed that I almost ruin my CCA.

I really want to spout out all the world famous bad words.
I hate myself for being so irrational. Well, it's all over and nobody is blaming me except me. I feel so guilty.
I love CCS man.

I love my friends too. You don't know how delighted was I to meet them at TM. It's like a once in a lifetime surprise. You don't how fun is it to think of future children's soccer stars names with ur best pal. ;)
My boy will be

Fernando Toh Rui Si. smart people can figure out what it means.


But, I realised how friends can change. Something just go creeping into all their minds and one day they will recall how they've lose their old friends secretly. Before they knew it, it will be too late. I dun like your change, isn't the difference in attitude too obvious? Who are we to you, when you mean so much to us? I felt so disappointed, are we really that ''uncool'' or whatever is your criteria?


Anyway, my eye candy is so good-looking that I doubt his existance. Maybe he's a hunky alien from a plastic surgery pro planet outside milky way.


gtg! tata



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/19/2006 10:58:00 PM

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Monday, July 17, 2006
Today, I got reminded of the Suriadi and Nasi Lemak's maggots incident during geography lecture. 4unitians, still rmber? I remember how Suriadi said that the Nasi Lemak was not hers even though it was found in her box with our files.
I never believe her words, cos' I dun think any teacher in the office will wanna put Nasi Lemak in that box just to play a prank on her. I told my mum about it and she agreed that it should be Suriadi who put her lunch in the box and forgot about it, thus maggots invaded our files.
All the girls screamed and Lek was trying to play cool by saying in a not so cool manner ''They're just maggots.'' Like hello??? I was so pissed because he was the one who was traumatised of those butterflies in our classroom although it's damn fake.

I don't know why I want to blog about this but sometimes memories just creep in and you have to jot down about it.

WangQuan aka my cousin is going to be my tutor for maths. ChinGhee, want come along anot? Hahahs. I can't imagine him teaching and tolerating my stupidity. [I can't even do vectors now =) ] Wells, before he demostrates his hidden violence on me, I hope I can tolerate his ego. I hate guys who have ego as big as the Big Friendly Giant.

And my new tutor has it, trust me.

Xinyi [CCS] and me decide to compile a CCS's Book of Hunks. The first hunk on the first page of our first publication is so gonna be the Cambodian Hunk in my school. I know what you're thinking, but he looks far from Steven Poo. He is the ''groom'' for ICS's skit on wedding voluntarily. He got real nice eyes and voice =) Whole CCS [hopefully excluding the guys] are mad bout' him. But I've notice him long long ago before the ''nong nong ago'' guy appeared on TV. =)

Lastly, I SUBPASS MY GEOG. It's a last minute moderation and because of that my parents dun have to have a chit-chat session with the Principal, but just with my CT. I'm like super glad and thanks WUT [whoever-up-there] !!!!

There is like so many things to do can!
Can't wait for Sat, Jiayou Wanyu!

I'll never give up becos' I've my beloved F&Fs.



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/17/2006 04:40:00 PM

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Friday, July 14, 2006
The current life of mine totally disrupts everything.

My best friend went back to Australia and I forgot to reply her sms because was busy printing cca stuff. When I finally realised that she is gone, it is too late.

My the other best friend is moving house tomorrow and I only know it like seconds ago.

My other best pal is sicked and I keep delaying my replies to her smses.


SORRY.

Recently, life has been like hell and madness, I almost stayed back till 6 everyday for CCA.
But I never cried becuase I'm helpless, because like what kok told me '' If it wasn't for CCS, I might have died long ago.'' I totally agree. Without CCS, I'll never survive in MJC. Never.
It was until the day which I recalled about her sms that I didn't reply to, I bawled out my lungs for all the things I've missed out due to CCA and JC life. My family, my friends, music....

Even buying me Torres don't help, right s

Tomorrow is yet another long long long day...
Sometimes, you almost die in ur first year, lost everything impt in your life and realises you can't be promoted....


Open a book of your life,
how many chapters are there?
If there is millions,
what is important?
If there is two,
what have happened to you?
Bridging a topic for my memories,
the title could have been ''Fading...''.



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/14/2006 11:03:00 PM

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
My Worldcup Journey....

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Because of WC, I finally differentiate Lampard...

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from Ljungberg!

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I got to know some really charismatic coach like Klinsmann over here =)

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I also found this ''not-too-young'' yet totally cool player who got a seductive name KLOSE aka ''CLOSER''.

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Then, I realise Podolski has nth to do with Swaroski crystal.

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And I took a few days to believe that Terry and Gerrard are not twins.

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Then I found out that how I'll love Beckham to death if he hadn't marry Posh with 2 matchsticks legs.

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And, I've learnt the common moral of the story, looks can be deceiving. Esp that young and jerky look of that Ronaldo.

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Terrific example of a bald, aged, head-butting man who is hot. You've won! Zidane!

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Kaka and his young bride makes me realise that it is not impossible for a 17 yr old girl to marry a totally hot Brazillian player.

But the most important of all, these guys makes me love Spain so much that I really wanna learn Spanish.

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The goalkeeper who is super cute at times, Casillas.

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Raul who leads me to the belief that all Indian immigrants in Singapore looks like soccer players.

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Alonso, who happens to date his childhood sweetheart.. makes me realise there is true love that lasts.. aww~
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David Villa makes me wonder if his family owns a villa...

narrowing down to the 2 upmost important souls of me and my best pal's life.

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Mr Fabregassy, how much I hope you can marry my friend here... Neverthless, I love u too~

lastly...



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what can i say except: Torres, please go and play at EPL....



ta-dda, my last post on WC... Its hard to say goodbye cos' WC have been my life my love for the past few weeks... My motivations and everything to conclude... it is sad... becos' my fave team didn't win and I don't want it to end so badly... it is back to reality..

all american rejects sing:
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along Move along

but I don't know how... at least with stress, Fs, cca, tutorials.... I know I can't move along...


bonita. espana~



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/11/2006 08:50:00 PM

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Monday, July 10, 2006
Poor France! But I don't really feel anything about Italy winning.

Pretty happy that Germany won third placing =)

I woke up @ 3am to watch my last match of WC '06 which is the third placing match. My mother don't know at all! Feel so proud of myself! But I'm stupid enough to tell her the next day and she don't allow me to watch the finals.

My current favourite music comes from ''Panic! At The Disco" which is rockband from Las Vegas. Weird band name right. Their song titles even more cocky!

Firstly, their hit track : ''I Write Sins Not Tragedies'' and the content is about a groom realises that his bride is a prostitute before the wedding. Cool, huh! I put the song on my blog, scroll down the profile, u see a purple bar and press play! Its damn cool =)

Next: ''Time To Dance, cos' Boys Are Still Boys'' This songs talk about shotgun marriages and teenage pregnancy.

Then: ''The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage'' Martyrdom one means dying for his religon. The song talk about attention seeking.

Lastly the most LAME de: "Lying Is The Most Fun Thing Girls Do Without Taking Clothes Off"
This song is about cheating on boyfriend, and there is F word inside.


Sounds lame but their songs totally rock. The tune is special and the lyrics is talking about teenagers' problems nowadays.

My next post will be on WC. Totally on WC, serve as a finale. Serve as an end of WC.





Life sucks but I'll move along.



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/10/2006 08:57:00 AM

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Friday, July 07, 2006
Life is a disaster at this point of time to me.

People around me in school are not sensible and sensitive enough.

Life totally feels like living in a lump of elephant 's shit, drinking raw ostrich's egg, shitting in the middle of the forest.

Cesc makes Mingkee smile, Torres makes me smile. My only enjoyable period of school is when i watch Torres on youTube in the school computer lab. I don't wanna miss a thing about him because it will be like missing a tiny happy part out of my entire darn fucking idiotic unbearable school life.

I hate my project work group. Today is consultation and 2 of them are absent, one of them is MIA. I know their language is good, they can get an A through Oral Presentation so they can give a damn about the process. Bloody hell, cuz my OP skills sucks comparing to them. What is her fucking problem when she is like love talking with her idiot ''BF'' when we are having PW meeting. You busy with your private life I not busy with my CCA issit?

Singaporeans are rude and impolite, me here totally agree.

For once, I have many questions:

  1. What is the problem of the modern society?
  2. Why girls wanna be lesbians when this world have many eligible bachelors for us to look out for?
  3. Why nice guys are never cute guys?
  4. Why nerds from Science Society can never be popular?
  5. Why people outkast my friend and never give her a chance?
  6. Why this girl spreads a rumour that my friend lesbian when she is one herself?
  7. Why didn't Shamsul who is partial and full of conscience make it for semi-finals?
  8. Why CR totally become a bastard?
  9. Why did I fail my maths?
  10. Why did I come to this school?
  11. Why didn't I say ''Hi''?
  12. Why do I love Torres?
  13. Why Spanish FC is racist?
  14. Did a princess did 100 good deeds in her previous life to be royalty this life?

Lastly,
15. WHY couldn't I find any answers to any of my questions?



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/07/2006 09:47:00 AM

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
I told you all my fave teams will be out in those sleeping hour matches.

What happen to my Uncle Klose and Uncle Lehmann?
What happen to the Germany that won Argentina and create those triumphs in me?

Wad is this bloody situation?

I DON'T SUPPORT THE ITALIANS.
FRENCH DEFEATED MY TORRES.
PORTUGESES ARE FULL OF TRICKS UP ON THEIR HATS.

WHO should I support now?


and what is worse?

Nakata is retiring.

~in school.



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/05/2006 10:11:00 AM

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006



I have every inch of idea in my mind that I'm going to miss
Germany vs Italy today, oops I mean tomorrow 3AM...

I've complain alot about this bloody timing of matches cos' I've missed Brazil vs JAPAN and France vs SPAIN. And in those bloody sleeping hour matches, my favourite teams got booted out. I totally miss the chances of seeing them for one last chance. I hope this doesn't mean that the Germans will be throwing their faces away today, I mean tmr.

Few weeks ago, I totally hope in four years' time some Asian country will host the World Cup. Then, I realise at the age of 21, I'll most prob be in university where I'll have NO HOLIDAYS in JUNE. So can't watch it in the day.

So now, I've change my mind, I hope some country whose morning [9-12] is when Singapore is having dinner time [6-10]. Means, we are around 9 hours ahead of that country. I check the world's time, the countries that qualify are:

Brazil
&
Uruguay



URUGUAY... Her team didn't even qualify this time round.. But there's hope, they were quite good =) Brazil? Let's hope they will stop crying and apply for hosting NOW.


I found some real good pictures of TORRES =)
I'm so nice to share with u guys huh...

Awww!!!! ta-dda! Gabby-nando Torres, son of Torres and me! HA. Isn't him cute since young? What an asset to Spain's hunk's community...


TA-DDA ! I gotta admit that it is hard to find a nice photo of Torres but this one is totaLLY ---> WooT~ ^^


This is the advertisement of a the 2nd version of a Disney's production, which is my fave: Beauty & the Beast. [Sorry, Ronaldhino ^^]


AH.. I just love Torres!!!!!!!!!!!

That's the last one! I hope my love for Torres can last longer, longer than the world cup, longer than my jc life... I hope Torres will go England... Then I'll see him at EPL....

This is for MINGKEE:


Your Fabregas totally got the ''COVER-UP-YOUR-MOUTH'' Disease from Lampard!!!

School is back to normal tmr =(

nevertheless, i luv spain.




Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/04/2006 08:02:00 PM

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Monday, July 03, 2006
I simply miss & love Torres, the kid =)

<----- tho this is pretty messed up!



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/03/2006 10:10:00 PM

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Sunday, July 02, 2006
This is dedicated to all soccer fans' whose favourite teams are out:

''You can't stop the river from flowing
To the sea.
Cos some things just happen, like
They're meant to be.
And it doesn't matter where you are, Or where you go, or what you do. ''
Can't Stop A River -Duncan James
Everyone around me hates Cristiano Ronaldo now, especially Mingkee and my sister. He looked irritating and acted like a jerk to them. I seriously don't know what to say anymore. Him to me is kinda neutral now, I don't think he is at fault for Rooney's red card but I don't think he is that great either. All I can say is:
Maybe, Nakata is my one & only.
But I really have to praise Ricardo, Portugal's goalkeeper. I can't believe he saved Gerrard's goal.
Went out with Anqi yesterday, she spent alot of money!
Today was the damn milk run, I walked 4km! wth!
Left with 2 MORE DAYS of holiday.
I am so going to miss WC. Must learn to watch EPL soon. But I've yet to select a team to support. Man-U? Liverpool? Arsenal? Or Chelsea?
The answer kinda depends on where Fernando Torres decides to go. So should be either Chelsea or Man-U.
=)
The feeling that you guys are leaving for the world I've hated so much,
why can't you guys live without ''HIM''. Why would you think ''HE' will makes things better for you when ''HE'' has so many to take care of in other places?
What's your problem? Cheaterbug. Cheat me and cheat my friend. I hate you more than ever.



Natsuki bought another stitch item 7/02/2006 11:44:00 PM

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