Thursday, August 31, 2006
A102 kinda bonded today. I'm not going for class outing, expectedly.
I like my GP teacher, I only bought card for her. She is so tolerant and fair. Some others is so biased.
Ahh, I saw Miss Chua Poh Neo at TMS! She told me that I should teach geography in the future, especially physical geography. That is prettty crazy. But I dun mind majoring on Dinosaurs like her. It is amazing!
I miss the school. Not really the environment, but the time spent there.

Eng the best!!

Anyway, I didn't cry because of the school. But thanks to Audrey for the tissue. I'll keep the plastic! Thanks alot for everything today. My witness!
I hate myself, I hate myself for being so dumb.
Today marks the end of everything. pero si no tuviera le amo, yo no gritado hoy.
见你我总是很冷静，
回忆却冲击。
没有说的话它不该陪我前进。
思念是我有的唯一权力，
窗外雨配合不停。
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I'm feeling good!!!




Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/31/2006 11:28:00 PM

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Monday, August 28, 2006
买了ENERGY的专辑咯！觉得还不错啦，但是突然觉得书伟和坤达的声音很难分辨！真的，不信可以问坤达的老婆。哈哈。

我要说说有关里头的歌，我看只有阿宁知道我在讲什么吧！

最喜欢《爱失控》，曲和编曲很有韩剧的感觉。但是坤达写的歌词、我不太明白‘失控’在哪里，是没法控制所爱，还是失恋了让人失控？可是觉得坤达写得不错，书伟唱得也很动听。可惜的是它是翻唱曲！！
自由　是否會比較好過　原來沒有 成全的背後總有　痛苦在招手

然后，第二喜欢的是《无赖》，书伟写的词！！！！　觉得‘无赖’的感觉在他笔下有点表达不出。哈哈。就怪怪的。但整个曲蛮可爱的。编曲有点烦，有点VIDEO GAME的音乐，不太喜欢。 特别喜欢书伟唱的： 不按牌里出牌，是你让我便得无赖。

《虚假游戏》也是书伟写的，觉得他要耍酷，但很像。。哈哈。。　我喜欢在CHORUS时书伟的声音特别突出，整首他唱的很多。　＝）　但阿弟假音部分，我不喜欢的。

其它的都还好。。。
气人的是书伟写词的《最好》全部是阿弟唱的。好气！美音不要生气。我真的比较喜欢书伟的声音，总给我舒服的感觉！坤达的声音也变得很舒服，我蛮喜欢的。

书伟万岁！



Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/28/2006 09:20:00 AM

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Saturday, August 26, 2006
You mean you guys don't know Hu Jing? She is like so famous, and u don't know? You're such a frog. She is so big.. IN MY DREAMLAND!

Today, we went for the student reporter competition. I'm quite satisfied with my report. I didn't stutter and stop, it went on nicely. =)
And then it is the q&a.. Who is China's 2nd prime minister? It was so familiar! Then I saw them mouthing: HU!! Hu!!
I just can't rmber HU what... and I spilled out.. HU JING!


the answer is HU YI.

My answer is Hu Jing (hu li jing).


I'm so glad no else is there!



there is so many times when i really want to tell you something but i'm so afraid that you wun reply me like now. i just want u to be my good friend, i'm feeling weird about this whole thing..
if things haven't turn out this way, will i have the abilities to stop u from being who you are now? if the answer is yes, i'll turn back the time

and stay with u.


Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/26/2006 07:52:00 PM

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Monday, August 21, 2006
First of all.....

Happy Birthday, MRS FABBREGAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



YEAH Mingkee! It is finally ur birthday. ROCK ON. and kill the beastly heartless men!!!!

Yeening sent me many old photos, CO's, 4u's... they brought back many memories. And hope you guys will remember these forever!


Balloon day! Haha, me and lishean holding flowers.. Rmber how those people cheated our balloons away? and Lishean! you rmber that stingy angmoh that paid just 30 cents? haha...


Racial Harmony Day! Pardon my weird fringe. Fang! This foto is in the school magazine, u can use my hair to eat.. it looks like a fork!


Some lingering days of CO's break! Hmmh, think we met Henry on the way!


Lazy Juniors! Haha, totally miss MY DARLING. not Dennis, but my bass!


SYF! Nervous still can take photos.. and IT IS A GOLD!


BASS FAMILY. Now, strangely, I see Xinpeng oftenly in school. Miss those days. I miss LAO ZHU. BUT we never take foto with him. So sad.


This is the only nice and proper photo i have with my Darling. Miss the days me and yeening will crap and eat while playing bass!


Sheramin has phobia for taking photos wht me. We very psycho everytime call her take foto!


Very sua gu hor. Borrow blazer take foto. Haha.


Last Day of school! SOB. think this is the only complete foto of our clique. Me and my weird hands! haha... That is when scoliosis worsen. WHERE IS MY POSTURE! haha.. i love the clique. must meet up often EVEN IF very busy.


Prom night! Hmm, it was a super crazy night. take foto with all the weird people! XF is missing!!!! Ls, what u trying to do?! haha



Life is just so wonderful back then! But now, things just can't turn back. It is so hard for our clique to meet up. It's is so hard for bass family to meet up again. I just miss those days... miss tms, tmsco, tmscobd, 4Unity'06...........


















Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/21/2006 09:38:00 PM

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Sunday, August 20, 2006
Yo, I'm so died out! I hate projects, I mean it is really dumb to come out things like group project, case studies project. Because the ability to work in groups doesn't mean anything, because in the society, you don't really need to eat in groups, spend money in groups and we don't bath in groups. Why must we have groups?

And, why are computers so dumb? They contract disease even faster then humans!

Sometimes I rather I live in the flintstones' era. Everything is kinda simple. Nah...

Just want to indulge in music I've been loving,
stories I've been thinking,
fantasies I've been dreaming.....



She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice...
Boston... where no one knows my name...


yes, I'll go to boston.


Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/20/2006 01:00:00 AM

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Friday, August 18, 2006
I fail my 2.4 again. I felt so sorry to those who ran with me. But I really tried my best. It is the first time I run until I feel like vomitting. I hope I can die on the track, then PE department will be guilty for making run and run.

Tell me WHY, why must I tolerate this kind of life? Today 'WS' is not getting any better. If 'WS' is what a friend should be, then I rather have no friends. I can't stand 'WS', WS her own, laugh all 'WS' want. LALA. BOO!!!!! nananananana! [some walnut's sact..]

Maths test, hmm... Carelessness is so going into my way, I know how to do vectors, but what weird answers I got! I have to pass if not I'll have no more tutor when it is not even his fault.

I have to praise him, he don't really know some things which is not in his syllabus, but he actually went to learn them to teach me. TOUCHED!

I really didn't want to disappoint anymore. Where should I start from?

Energy is coming back, just want to tell Yn that I'm as excited as her, and why didn't her send me Energy's new song!!!!! How dare you!
Yupp, following Eg's comeback will be a new wave of critism on them pouring out from 'WS'. I'll take it.

How can I ever forget you, husband for life?


just having some... Panic Disorder!
gabrielle


Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/18/2006 10:32:00 AM

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Saturday, August 12, 2006
Back from Mingkee's party, had fun but just so sad that I had to leave early.

I refused to be fed-up with my parents. Well, what is the point? I getting used to their unreasonability. [There she goes again. I'M NOT EVEN TIRED, CAN SHE JUST LET ME BLOG???!] It is hard for me not to be envious of other people's parents. I know somehow I'm more fortunate than them. But I believe I'm old enough to go home myself [IN THE AFTERNOON, AT LEAST]. Sometimes, I hope my mum speeds and get caught. Then I can go home on my own. I know it is cliche but the truth is I NEED MORE FREEDOM THAN THIS.

How am I going to survive in the society like this? I don't want to follow her footsteps. How am I going to find a spouse? I have so many criteria to follow. Give me a break but don't feed me Kit-Kat.

是时候让你女儿长大了。她不再是照片里那个三岁小孩。



Honestly, if I really have the chance to go to Madrid and marry Torres, I will. Even he is going to disown me.


Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/12/2006 11:33:00 PM

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Yo, 3 days just flew like a jet. I mean zoom. What have I done wasting those mugging time away? I sat down and tried to recall but I don't know what I've done these 3 days. Well, it's ok, no point crying over what I've poured away with my own hands.

anyways...
Fabregas's interview IN ENGLISH:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRfLpmX7ynM&mode=related&search=

Fabregas's goal and CHEEKY DAMCE MOVES:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhXXMr3RlZE

Kuso:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyqjyAvqGP0

MJCCCS's National Day's Skit:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-jyiOgr88TA

I'm in love with some english songs.
You Give Me Something -James Morrison
Breaking Free -High School Musical
Somewhere Only We know -Keane

Speaking of The Lake House, Yeening said it is boring and my sister said it is nice. I heard the story plot and felt really touched by it? I really wanna watch, but hey, where is the time? My sister said the Keane's song is not featured in the movie at all, how sad... The melody totally fits in like jam and bread.

Life is sicked. Sometimes I really hope to relate to some beautiful songs, but aha, my life is empty. what songs can I relate to, except those which talks about how life sucks?

But some melodies work like magic. Music keep me alive, still.

Tml is mk's party! Yippe!


Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/12/2006 12:36:00 AM

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Sunday, August 06, 2006
I've been online for 9 hours!! For that stupid project =X.
Nvm about that stupid project, I finally made Mingkee's t-shirt! My sister helped me alot, and the product is not quite perfect, but Mingkee very nice, can forgive me right! Oh yeah, Mrs Fab closed her blog, boo...! I wun get too use not reading your blog!

I wanted to make a Torres something too, so...



HEE. For our future baby! I'm totally nuts.

It has been a long time since I blog with pictures...




That was my lunch yesterday. NO JOKE. Of cuz, cooked.

Did I tell you about Torres's competitiors?




GIRLS, GASP! It's Prince William! Don't you think Torres look like him? Somehow la... The feeling? No? K. FINE! haha.




GIRLS! GASP AGAIN! For this 9 o'clock charm! His name is by the way, Elvin Ng. =X

Don't have to eat before reading my blog, the pictures are a feast ya?

anyway
CAN'T WAIT FOR SAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To my dear dear TOOT senior: Time to buck up your knowledge on the English Royal Family, Prince William's mother is in heaven, Queen Elizabeth is his Grandma not mama!



Somewhere Only We Know -Keane

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me?
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?


Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/06/2006 09:59:00 PM

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Thursday, August 03, 2006
Current topic of maths is kinda easy, or rather the easiest - equations of a line. But to think of the upcoming DIFFERENTIATION & INTEGRATION, I just want to faint. Not forgetting the unsettled mid years topics. Oh WUT. I have lots of homework for this weekend. I shall try to breathe in and out and get it all done. Well, it is a must. I hope this topic will help me to pick up my confidence in doing maths again.

Life is kinda neutral and not too bad for me now. I'm really in love with GP, as in English. I want to write good compos. AND I WILL FOR A'LEVELS. I am sooooo gonna beat ''AH NIU EH KA'' for GP =) er.........

Anybody watches the 9 O'clock show? How can a romance drama be any sweeter than this powerful one? The 2 lead actors - Julian Hee & Weixiong are simply GORGEOUS. Ruien is really cute in that show too. My mum is totally in love with Weixiang and I kept reminding her that she smiled at him at TM before. He is damn shuai in person. Trust me.

I lost my PE attire officially. It is fate. I just have to lose one of my PE attire. My mom can't stop reprimanding me about that. O wells then bless me with some reasons to take one year leave for MC for PE. MB i should go for my spine operation now. Then my mom will stop scolding me about the PE shirts cos' I dun even have to wear them anymore.

Scoliosis.... I feel some ache from my spine these few days. Maybe my spine went on a 360 degree roller coaster ride and came back in place. The thought of Singapore Health Promotion Board makes me shiver. I hate that place and I really hope I wouldn't have to go there again but I guess it is impossible since I'm starting to feel really uncomfy with that bone. AArrhh! totally sucks man.

Attention Mrs Cesc. I hope you get over it asap. Cos' when you turn back frm the future, you will regret shedding tears and feeling low about him. I'm here for u gurl, so are the rest of the clique. =) afterall there is always Fab, your biological hubby. hee.

I feel pretty fine. I hope this feeling goes all the way with me.


praying for love in a lap dance, paying in naivety.


Natsuki bought another stitch item 8/03/2006 01:34:00 PM

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