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Monday, October 30, 2006


Looking back at idols I've liked in my 17 years, actually none of them are really really super popular. Well, maybe except Energy during a few years back.And maybe Hebe?


[[UN]]
I just realised how popular is Kim Jeong Hoon and I feel abit lost. I think 3 out of 7 girls like him. Somehow I feel so weird. I hope less people had like him. XY's friend was a fan of him 5 years back. Way way before he acted Goong. If only I'm a UN fan, if only I have all their CDs.


[[ School-Boy Yul]]
[[Dreamy Yul]]
Actually I dun really know why I'm crazy over this guy, I think is because of Yul. I sympathise with him and all that. It also cuz of his voice. His wisdom. His looks. I'm not very sure bout' the last point. I normally wun like such feminine faces. Mb it is all cuz of Yul. Thats y I'll never finish watching Goong. I hate the ending..


[[Smiley KJH]]
Should I continue to like him? HAHA. I feel so bullshit.


[[5 Stella Lights Album]]
I duno when his Japanese album will come out. '5 Stella Lights' The first song is called 'Sirius'. Not black. Haha. I heard abit, it is nice. Yul is never disappointing, I think.
Anyway, sorry Yeening. I duno.
I just hate Fort Canning. Haii.



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Saturday, October 28, 2006
What is so bloody attractive about Korean actors? I don't know! You have to ask Mdm Tan. [My mum].. She is nuts. These are her favourites.

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Liu Shi Yuan. I think quite cute la, head so big. But then eye bag very big also.

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Lee Dong Gun. I realise my mummy like de eyebag all very dark and big. Weird!!!

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Ci Zhen Si. The Jewel Palace guy. Very charming, I agree.

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BLEHXXXXXX. I added the words, no doubt. My mum likes him. OMG.
Puiiiii!

Now, My friends like them..

XUEFANG'S
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Whatever is his name... He looks good sometimes.

YEENING'S
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Li Zhun Ji.. Kunda looking guy. I CAN'T STAND THAT DANGLING EARRINGS.

LISHEAN'S
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Kwon Sang Woo. Somehow, I dun love him anymore... Haha.. I bullshitting la..

TRACY'S and SHIRLYNN'S
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Rain. Aha, he is cute larr.

CONNIE'S
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Haha, I forgot his name. This guy from this group. I prefer the other guy. Quite cute.. Think Yeening will like this type de.

MINE!!!
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Anybody noes him? He is hotttt... Alot people hate him though and whatever his name is. He act in FULL HOUSE.

MINE! STILL MINE!
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CUTE!!! But whatever his name is again. HEHEHEHEh. oohh! ZHAO REN CHENG.

MINE! MINE FOREVER!
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Hyun Bin... =))

LASTLLLLLLLYY
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CONFIRM MINE! My favey of the current =))

There is love and hate.
This is one everyone dun really like aka hate.
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LAUGH if you remember who is he.



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/28/2006 06:28:00 PM

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Thursday, October 26, 2006
因为你是你

忘记是不是最好的办法
当你被我渐渐爱上
第一次如此紧张
第一次如此心烦
好想看清你每一个模样

解脱就在不遥远的地方
但眼泪却为你而淌
不知道如何遗忘
不知道如何坚强
因为你我对明天有了期盼

Chorus
我的心就像是融化
醉倒在你说过的话
寂寞的我是个小孩
因为我不曾真正明白
她是否比我精彩
我到底应不应该
在来不及转弯的将来
请你证明你值得我爱

Bridge
为什么你所给我的梦会如此的短暂
来不及说爱你就否定我的存在
我不在乎别人比你更了解我的心坎
只要此刻我还有一丝的期待



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/26/2006 09:07:00 PM

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I really love Xiao Gui's blog. The new photos are so shuai =) The drawings are super touching. He rocks.
Must go see xiao gui's blog, kk?
小鬼!!!
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Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/26/2006 07:40:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I am so justified to say that today is my suay-est day of my entire 17 years of bloody life. I'm too lazy to say it anymore. But it such a day to blog on.
Shall put it this way...

I can't make it to the temple.
Then, Romario and I can't find the bus stop.
Then, we took the wrong direction to SUNTEC when we wanted go Parkway.
Then, I LOST MY WALLET!
WTH.

I was late for K-box. And I got punished by the gods. I noe I promised to go thank them, but I just wanna sing K and PW ended late ma.. I'm super sorry le..
From now on, I'll be a religious person. I'll never break my promise with the DA BO GONG anymore.

AND SORRY YEENING!!! arh.. I hope I didn't spoil ur day.. hais.. I'll pay you soon... i miss my wallet...

Speaking of my wallet, I really duno where the hell I lose it. I was holding it!!! It vanish so secretly and we really can't figure out! Must be witchcraft. I have my ez-link, posB card, Popular card, Yamaha card many Idol pictures, some neo prints... My purple wallet... SOB.. and my FU!!!

Thanks Rom anyway.. I think if he not there, I'll be sold to Vietnam or something.
I'm darn suay these few days, after I got back results.. I dunno what happen.. Maybe they think I dun deserve the luck and trying to get it back? hais..

Qi.. ! I really hope you can make a big step. If you wanna give up, it will be a pity becuz you have not much of a idea how he feel..

Miss my frens..



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/24/2006 10:47:00 PM

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Monday, October 23, 2006
Goong soundtrack is super nice =))
Definitely no regrets buying it! All tracks remind me of Yul, although they dun feature him. All the songs are damn ''Gong'' like damn ''palacey'' and so ''yul''. HAHA. 我根本不把那对男女主角放在眼里。。

ANQI!! 都说你的故事象偶像剧。。 不管怎样。。跟着自己的感觉走,我和AUDREY等你去BUGIS!
最近身旁的朋友都有一些感情问题。一些让我替她们烦恼的问题,可以说皇上不急太监急。。我已忘了如何安慰她们,却好想为她们做些什么。也许我已不CARE那些CRUSH的酸甜FEELING所以才会味她们烦躁。。。。 希望她们都HAPPY啦!
I LOVE U, GURLS。

对不起,也许我的感受对你来说不重要,但是我不明白。。。
为什么是她。。一个我印象很差的女生,一个和她那么不同的女生。。。。。
I know I am no one to say all these and as if you will care la, but somehow I feel quite disappointed.. I used to look up to you for ''noble'' love... But now? Whatever, I might not tok to u again... I dun liike a friend who do things I dun understand.
I might be weird, but that is me. Dun like means dun like.. first impression counts... 就象我永远都不会喜欢信一样。。。 我是个很OBJECTIVE的人。。。

I'm so Singlish!!! SHAT.
I'm still indulging in my YUL-NESS... shall pue his shuai shuai foto =/
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His interesting expressions, and you know this genius can act!

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OOH... so hot=))

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yayness ;)

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=) I LOVE YOU=YUL

I think I'm better off loving Yul rather than depressing over crushes. I do love myself liddat.

nitex.



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/23/2006 10:05:00 PM

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I'm in good mood.
Finish my part for WR and results gotten back today is pretty alrite..

GSC got A =)
The feeling is so satisfying. I hope chinese will forever be my forte. At least I didn't disappoint my parents who pin high hopes in my gsc.

Geog got C.. a pretty low C (55)... scored ok for Population DRQ and Economic essay. Actually me and yichen scored very well for the Econ Essay la, our hard work and we deserve it. Quite surprise about my human DRQ.. but physical DRQ and Human essay is like shit, 3/12 and 7/25 haha.. if only can count the parts I do well I'll get A man.. sux.. I have high hopes for geog studied alot... but expectations not met..

I scrap Maths and Econs.. I felt sooo relieve like I didn't disppoint Miss Wong and waste her time for those consultation. I got a D.. Hope can moderate to C!!! Maths, I cannot thanks my teacher cuz she didn't help much.. but she sound surprise that I passed... WTH... look down on me izzit... really wan to thank WQ!!!!! I told him I pass, he sound excited... my mum say he sure feel honoured.. cuz from 20% teach become 46%.. so big accomplishment can.. =)

Left with GP... tml taking back... I know nobody fail but got one subpass.. I really dun want to be that only subpass... I dun want to be Mdm Mariam's worse student.. I love her sooo much!!!! ahh, pretty nervous... best is B only. If I get B, my promos is like ABCDE... haha... I just hope I'm in the Alevel pass range la... hellppp!!


PW really suck like shit ass. whatever is that tho.. hehheh... Maybe I fail WR lor.. haha.. confirm no EE le.. left 2 days work still like shit dump..

Promos is over, but alot things are not finalise yet, my maths might be pulled down by ca, my gp might get subpass and i might get retain, I dun wan anybody to say I'm pro or what.. I dun want anyone to hate me [stop saying u hat me la, yc!] please lor , cuz I know myself I'm just lucky... at least for GSC, Maths, it is really luck... The oni subjts I study hard is Geog and Econs... but I didn't get even B!!! arhh...

No matter what happens..

I want everyone to be happy...
i love u all.... muacks...



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/18/2006 06:36:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
I'm like lost for words. I duno what to say anymore.

现在才发现自己不是很会安慰人
自己又有什么资格开心?

大伯公
我愿意用未来的精彩换取朋友的快乐。。
你可以帮我吗。。。。。。



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/17/2006 09:56:00 PM

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Monday, October 16, 2006
没想到吴尊和HEBE的照片很快就‘走’了。

看到宫的第九集,我真的受不了!
我喜欢宫,因为它的音乐,场景都很棒。 当然,也为了律。

我无法认同信与彩静的爱,跟不能接受律最后的下场。
我敢保证我的感觉绝不是因为觉得律比信帅。

我讨厌彩静,女人痛恨男人给FALSE HOPES,那为什么又能接受彩静一开始所给律的希望呢?

‘如果我先认识你,我会单恋你。’
这种话,律听了,当然是痛恨皇室夺走与彩静先认识的机会。我承认律有时心机过重,但难道他的SENSITIVTY与体贴彩静就可以滥用吗?

律被全世界利用了,最后背负了一切。。

我喜欢律看到彩静为晓琳和信吃醋时,假装和她亲密来气信。
我认为,那是爱一个人的最高境界。
律为什么喜欢彩静。。
因为不要让她受伤,一直保护她的情况下,成了习惯。

他的爱和信的下三滥的爱真的是小巫见大巫。
勇敢表达情感,感情流露的男人,才十我眼里的好男人。

我不悦信在泰国犯错后那么快就得到皇室与彩静的原谅。
更讨厌信的理所当然。每次听到律所说的的真心话,心就酸酸。。。

与其说彩静是戴安娜皇妃
信是查尔斯
晓琳是卡米拉

不如说律是戴安娜皇妃
彩静是查尔斯
信是卡米拉


毕竟彩静本来就是律的老婆。。。。。

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anyway I PASS MY MATHS!!!!!



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/16/2006 10:01:00 PM

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Saturday, October 14, 2006
Yeening and gang at Sentosa now, sad that I can't go. Have fun, miss u guys alot.. I WILL MEET U ALL UP SOON..

It is ALL BECAUSE OF pw.
I hope somebody will do the compiling. If not, my pw group will just go to hell and fail WR.

I duno why there can be people who is so thick skinned like elephant like that..

Photo took after the open house.
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YEAH! CCS... 男人帮娘娘腔。。。。FANATICS。。。。。

A song written for all foolish girls........

<不能放弃>
你的眼睛闪烁,象要掉泪滴
安慰你我用尽力气,自己却需要散心
你在我的身旁,肩膀很宽阔
要是中间没一个她,我会立刻靠上去
你的眼睛已被蒙蔽
看不见其它的美丽
我不知道该如何前进
chorus
落叶放慢了旋律
雨水开始慢慢地
遮掩在心里渐渐泛黄的回忆
你说你在等她答应
我却在等你放弃
明知到会痛苦
我还是不离不弃
在你的大世界里
我只是沿途风景
看一眼就忘不用放在心里
这样爱人没有意义
相爱还需要默契
学会坚持的我学不会离开你
就算哭碎了心也要陪你谈心.



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/14/2006 05:12:00 PM

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I change Torres away!! Heheh.. Isn't this 'couple' just sweet? I hope they are a real couple. =)

OPEN HOUSE IS OVER! finallllllyyy!!!
It is all about WR now.

I love CCS.
new motto:
WE ARE NOT FROM ANY HOUSE OR ANY CLASS, WE BELONG TO CCS.

XINYI : so glad to have u this mad girl around. u'll always have me and yinyin!
HUIYIN : Xiao Qing Wa is such a bastard! I intro u cuter guys =)
KOKANN : THANKS ANN KOK! w/o u I'm always on the verge of breaking down!

not forgetting huipior ruobing chengying and eugene

I know I've made friends for life in this CCA.

Hmm, today I very malu. HAHA. I shall not talk about it. I'm always making a fool out of myself.

Told some ppl in CCS something I tot I wun ever tell them. Haha. And they weren't the person I tot I would tell them.

It is a sad story, with no ending...
为什么一切的一切会这样?
我好想好想倒退。。
我好难过难受

专心亦专不专一 ......



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/14/2006 02:13:00 AM

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Thursday, October 12, 2006
I'm like the most unlucky person on earth today. I've said a million times of sorry. I'm tired and I've missed two days' lunch. I didn't get to see Wuzun on Tv on his bday. I haven watch the entire Goong. I haven got permission to stayover at Yn's house on Sat. I ruin CCS 's tee. I got dark circles. Project work still sucks.

Basically, I prefer examination period. U wun have to do shit jobs like now. U get inner peace. I haven even slack fer a day after my exams. Was there even an exam? HELL. I can't really rmber.

I really can't believe exmas are over yet my life is more hectic then ever. After this week, the moment of truth comes.

I just wanna leave.

什么回忆都好模糊,
步伐太快我看不清楚。
当整个世界已经盲目,
自己为了什么在忙碌。
一个拥抱需要祈求,
我只想知道。。。
什么时候才能为自己翱翔。。

What am I worth of then?



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/12/2006 12:09:00 AM

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
I felt so stupid.
Why is it that I'ver finally finshed that darn promos and I still can't do things I wanna do?
I hate my PW group, especially that duck.

怎么觉得全世界的人都在欺负我
世界变得好离普
好像可以掐死所有讨厌的人。。
突然觉得自己太崇高,高尚
不要与小人过不去。。
妈妈说这种没自信的人最坏。。
但真的好想他去死
给我小心点


给我力量吧,吴尊,书伟,阿信,李律。。。。。。



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/10/2006 08:36:00 PM

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Monday, October 09, 2006
A fast post before I go study stupid GSC! My fave! PICTURES!! Idols'!

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He is too KE AI! Yeah!
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UH-huh. Some ppl want eat my IDOL'S TOUFU! Shoo!!!

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yeah! WU ZUN BESIDE HEBE!

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Quite cute tho not wuzun..

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Wuzun and Ella! So cute! I want to atch the new show =) If oni its Hebe and WZ!

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Tad-dda! So cute =) Jiro is so extra.

DESPITE MY WZ'S CRAZE....

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I still think this guy (Lee Lv from Gong) is shuaier than the crown prince in GONG. I hate the crown prince!!!! BOO!!!

Haha. have to go! TML MY PROMOS WILL BE RELLI OVER!

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Love them forever!~

wonder what will happen if i retain... =((



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/09/2006 03:25:00 PM

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Friday, October 06, 2006
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The neoprint machine is amazing! And we formed a new girl band:
爆热黑神! Explosive Hot Black Gods! Hahaha...
Mingkee is 阿爆 (cuz Gelare Mooncake haven come very explosive)
Yeening is 阿热 (cuz everywhere also hot)
Xuefang is 阿黑 (cuz blackest?)
Me is 阿神 (cuz I'm the god!)
Haha...


SHOW U ALL SUMTHING!
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SO SWEET... AWW... Jay shoo!!!!!!!! It gonna be Wu Zhun and Hebe ok =)

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Hebe!!!! She super funny, Youtube got this video showing her falling down after jumping hyper-ly on live TV... she look damn stupid la... Lishean show me de.. ahaha...


I'M LEFT WITH ONE STUPID PAPER ON TUESDAY!!!!!!! I CAN'T BLIEVE IT..
i kissing the air, cuz chances of getting retain is high...

GP: I hope can scrap.
Econs: I hope can scrap.
Geog: I hope can scrap.
Maths: I hope can scrap.

my feelings after the exam is just: ''I hope can scrap."
haha.
I have so many plans fer this holiday provided i get promoted.. I duno how if I'm not... poly? nah.. retain? nah..
Go and die.. yes baby!!

haha... wuzun is damn hot. i mean cute.. i hope he marries hebe. @.@
Anw.. I miss anqi. go prom!!! haha..

I NEED 28 CROWNERS OF ABC EXTRA STOUT...
I NEED TO GO SEE ENERGY.
I WANT TO SEE WU ZUN.
I WANNA GO SHE CONCERT NEXT YR.

yeah! Shir agreed to teach me keyboard after Alevels... My song writing got hope le =)

我不是一颗钻石
爱你却是实际的事实。



Natsuki bought another stitch item 10/06/2006 11:57:00 PM

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