Tuesday, January 30, 2007
很累。
本来因为五月天的为爱而生而再一次乐观起来，可是近期内有发生了让心情很糟的事。

从来就不喜欢和很多人喜欢同一个偶像，

书伟：ENERGY里算较不红。
五月天：拜托，我开始疯他们才12岁，当时根本没有那么红。
小鬼，大树：可惜已经开始红。
十兄弟们：根本就只有我和KON在疯吧。。。。

要他们红只是为了他们好。。。。但经过了’花样‘的恐怖经验后。。
我看，我还是不要喜欢太红的明星。。。。 (五月天不算)

你知道吗。。早到学校对我来说，很痛苦。。我没有朋友找，没有落脚地，看别人因为看见朋友而开心，好想死。。偶而碰见信朋妹妹，还好点。。。。。
好气。父母为了和朋友喝咖啡，硬要我早去学校。。
简直是把他们的幸福，建在我痛苦上。。 每次我能拖就拖。。在车上，若听到MP3里的五月天的 倔强 人生海海 米老鼠 等等 诉说我心情的歌。。。。都好像哭。。

不知道怎么了。。 对花样失去兴趣， 十兄弟也快播完了。
人生好像顿时让我吞了一肚子的空虚。。
好像阿信也救不了我了。。

读书，学业，CCA。。。
我就像在搭乘一辆一直在绕圈圈的火车。。。。
到站就下车。。再上车。。
功课要我交就教，讲课要我听就听。。
仿佛做了最乖的孩子，心却很麻木。。
谁与我同时上下车，我都没看清楚。。。
悲惨的是，我根本不知道驾车的是谁，目的地在哪里。。。。
大家都一样吧。。。

听说许玮伦会拉DOUBLE BASS。。好巧。。。
常常会突然想起她，心中一阵酸。。。。回想在电视上的她。。。
虽然她不是我偶像。。但是真的好难过。。
像她这种‘我看得顺眼的女生’。。真的好少噢。。

心疼。。。。


Natsuki bought another stitch item 1/30/2007 10:32:00 PM

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Sunday, January 28, 2007
Hey, you guys heard about Xu Wei Lun? She died in an car accident. She was Lee Wei and Zai Zai's ex girlfriend. I think she is damn chio. 28 years old. Talented. She plays pipa and the harp. I feel quite depress cuz I prefer her as an actoress than others like those J Star crappy actresses. She got substances. Sad. Super sad. May her rest in peace...

So contradicting, I was like super happy about seeing Wuzun in person tml and now.. Haiz.. I wonder if Wuzun knows Xu Wei Lun. Hmmph.. Maybe Ella knows..

My senior say her friend say Xu Wei Lun last month in Spore for holiday.

People who are affected by this news.. Cheer up.. Yeening, Xinyi, Shirlynn, Yeening's friend, Huiyin and myself... blah blah... and all XWL's fans.. I can't imagine if any of my idol dies. like WTH.

Looking on the brightside

Drew Wuzun.. Pretty crappy but I think the clothes looks decent. It's just the face... Hello? How am I suppose to draw the handsomest guy on earth? I'm not a genius. Thats pretty alright to me already..


Potrait of my pet bird, Popsi. ok. whatever.


One of my bears look darn dirty that I decide to give him a bath.
Shiok ~


hais. gtg. cya. take care =)


Natsuki bought another stitch item 1/28/2007 10:42:00 PM

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Monday, January 22, 2007
Hey, I'm in school and many many things happen these days..

Firstly, I am going to talk about this amazing TVB Drama series call Ten Brothers. Ulu, huh. The only person who share my joy about it is Miss Connie. I LOVE THAT SHOW THAT I AM STRUGGLING TO CHOOSE BETWEEN MISSING AN EPISODE OF IT OR NOT WATCHING WUZUN AND ELLA AT TM.
Stupid right, I can hear Lishean and Yeening's frustration over my weird frustration. But the truth is Ten Brothers has bring me lessons and values that I don't I can learn.. well in schools? I am so goona contribute one of my entries for that show some other days.
But arrr, Wuzun (Hana Kimi) and Ten Brothers, both my motivation nowadays... SO HARD TO MAKE A DECISION.
And uh-hem, as if my mother has agreed to let me go for the Wuzun Ella thingy.

Nowadays, I feel no emotion at school. Whatever that happens simply come and go..
I'm sure blessed with the ability to:

smile when I dun mean it
don't eat when I am starving
stay cool when things gets like worse.

I don't care about reality, I'm satisfied with my own satisfaction from simple things I dream or do. I like the way I'm now.

I'll probably stop whining about life in a minute..

I choose who I believe in and stick with them.

Hmm, like Mayday. HAHA.

I love Ashin!!!!!!!!!

Natsuki bought another stitch item 1/22/2007 01:31:00 PM

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Sunday, January 14, 2007
OOOOH. Tudou got GOONG S le. I watched first 10 mins then abit bored le.

Where on earth is Hana EP 9!!! I am soooo deprived of HANA! I am so looking forward for the next episode, cuz there is more LOVE parts on Quan, Ruixi and Xiuyi.

AND I LOVE DASHU!











Sorry for my extremely weird taste but I think he is CUTE =)

大树 的真名叫 谢和弦 aka CHORD 是 平面海乐团 的成员。之前是华研的艺人，但已解约。他很有音乐才华的噢，唱歌也好听。加油！噢，他和HEBE一起拍过张智成的CAP GIRL MTV！

Wanna listen his songs? http://tw.streetvoice.com/music/user-song-list.asp?sd=1640 They are all very nice and he wrote it himself =) Check out 這是最後一次 NICE~

HIS WRETCH : http://www.wretch.cc/mypage/chord76415

And he wrote a song and I think wanna give SUN YAN ZI de. I HOPE HE CAN HAVE A CHANCE TO RELEASE CD =) THE NEXT TANK!!!!!!!!!!!

and he is better looking than TANK!





















he look so different... he is only 20!!! ARHHH... Pls give him a hance in the showbiz.... another poor talented guy!

JIAYOU!


Natsuki bought another stitch item 1/14/2007 08:34:00 PM

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
I can't imagine how life is like without u guys in that realistic environment...

I can't deny that I'm starting to love acting more and more. All because of you guys, I love to act =)

No matter how many ppl we recruit this year, the most important thing is that we have spent 2006 fruitfully together. I've learn that being simple and easily satisfied is the best way to lead your life smoothly. You guys never failed to bring smiles to everyone. I dare say we are the most harmonious and bonded CCA in school. I don't care what people think of us, I just know that whenever we performed or organised activities, we did it for ourselves. I'm proud of u guys. MUACKS =)

Xinyi, Huiyin: Thanks for being the ones to share my emotions. No matter when I'm unhappy or happy in school, you guys are ones I want to be right beside with! Thanks for being my friend.

Kok Ann: You rule. You never know it yourself, but you are the most capable person I knew!


Natsuki bought another stitch item 1/10/2007 10:57:00 PM

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Sunday, January 07, 2007
I'm not a perfect friend. Neither is anybody else.

It is not a matter of I don't want to, but I don't know what to.

Yes, I'm different from you. Like what you said, I don't understand you. I lead a boring life that you will no imagine yourself having. So instead of lying to you that I understand you and trying to give you understanding others couldn't give you, I rather remain slience.

How do I celebrate with you when I feel so not invloved in what you are celebrating.

You think I don't care, but will u ever consider my advice?

You live your life for yourself and for meeting new ppl but I'm different, I spend half of my time with my family. Our values are already different.

Yes you don't care anymore, cuz there is more to your life now.


Natsuki bought another stitch item 1/07/2007 06:15:00 PM

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
QUICK POST!

I'm sick on the last 2 days of holidays. FEVER PLUS SORE THROAT. I got MC for the 1st day of school but don't think I'll use it.

I never finish maths and geog's summary =)












I attended my auntie's wedding.












I went out with Anqi.



I'm more and more in love with Wuzun.

Mayday's new album is not as good as what I expected. =(

I cut my hair. Ugly.

Happy SCHOOL REOPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahaha.


Natsuki bought another stitch item 1/02/2007 03:32:00 PM

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