Sunday, April 29, 2007


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
noooooooooNOOOOOOO!!!!

I'm not angry with Selina, just that I dun understand why its her??? I rather Ella and I DREAD THE GIRL TO BE HEBE. YA. can u imagine my happiness if it was to be hebe? HEBE and ASHIN!!!

Stupid director, why can't he insist that Hebe should be the one acting in the mtv?? C'mon, Hebe has more attitude and I'm sure Ashin will prefer her type.

Anyway, SYF is over...

Everyone is happy and relieved, because they didn't know the 2nd part of the story..

But I know we should stay optimistic still.. Even if we didn't get what we expected..

Just wanna shout out a BIG thanks to these specific people:

Props!! Jingwei, Charissa, Chengyoke and Chiuliu esp.. U guys know why I'm so grateful, u guys should be so proud of urselves =)

Shien and PEKFA, even though u guys are just 2nd members, but u 2 put in as much effort as everyone else did.. PEKFA, I'm secretly in love with u!! =))))))) LOL.

Pengguang and Seehui, thanks alot for ur help. I know its hard to juggle ur own cca and syf and schwork. But u guys did it.. I'm so proud u u 2 and I treasured time spent together!!! Cya in GSC!

Mr Gan, HAHA.. ok, thanks for like not scolding me despite of my blurness and heckcareness at times, I know u want us to learn and in fact i think CCS learnt alot. Its a pity u dun have much chances to teach us ur skills and what so ever. But thanks for trusting me and I'm amazed that u've nv put ur tired-ness across ur face.. Not much time left in CCS for us J2s le, hope that u will not forget us!!!

Kok Ann, wad I wanna say is in that SMS.. =)

Xinyi and Huiyin, there might be times that I dun understand u guys.. But I noe that u guys are always behind me most of the time.. I hpe that our friendship will last forever no matter when we're leaving CCS or how CCS have changed, because I know our paths have been connected in a way and life without u two is gonna be hard for me =) LOVE U 2!!!!!

There are many more thank in one way or another..

Just wanna quote wad Mingli said to us..

期望不要太高，失望就不会太高。。。。

No matter wad, may CCS be as one forever...

Natsuki bought another stitch item 4/29/2007 06:48:00 PM

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Thursday, April 26, 2007
I think I'm collapsing any minute.. Healthy me is sicked...

Everyone wants that medal, I'm now pretty irritated by the whole SYF system.. Or maybe I'm just tired about SYF.. From primary school to JC.. SYF SYF SYF SYF.. Seriously what's the big deal? Why must everything we do be graded?

Last Sat was the secondary schools' SYF..
31 schools, only 3 golds, one GWH..
And we don't even like know the judges and trust the judges..

28th April 2007, the last SYF of my life..
I'm dying to see our hard work being paid off,
I'm dying for all these to end..

We need it, we crave it badly..
That tiny cheapskate medal makes a big difference for us..
For the past one year we've fought for a place,
for the past few weeks we drained ourselves to the max..

for gold, for niche, for CCS..

Deities, bless us kind souls..


Natsuki bought another stitch item 4/26/2007 11:24:00 PM

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Saturday, April 21, 2007
我以为我是个容易看透别人的心的人，我以为自己很细腻。。。。

才发现很多很多时候，
我以为自己了解的事与物，跟我想像中的是完全不一样的。。。。

失望。。
然后空虚。。。。

空虚后，剩下的是疲惫吧。
所以真的，很累很累。。。。。

今天，我向父亲说了一声对不起。
生平第一次，觉得自己态度很差所以向人说对不起。。
说了过后，觉得自己很了不起。

原来说抱歉没有想像中难，反而让人感动得想哭。。

我很开心自己还是父母的乖女儿。。





Natsuki bought another stitch item 4/21/2007 01:56:00 AM

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Thursday, April 19, 2007
我知道自导自演是一件很难的事，在过程中得罪一两个人就算了。。
你有没有想过为什么越来越多人因为你而感觉无奈？
没有人在指责你，或给予你压力。。　
给自己压力的就是你本人。。

明明可以分配的工作，何必一个人去扛。
你常常把体谅挂在嘴边，但是你可曾体谅过那种突然间没有工作做的空虚之心。。
大家的好意被你看成压力。。你竟然还不以为然，说大家在责怪你。。

对，虽然我现在负责的东西很所谓的多样化，但是成份不会很重。。　
请你不要在用你的小聪明来觉得我忙的要死。。事实上我还OK啊。。。
有时觉得很闲空。。

这次的比赛不只是你的，是大家的。。大家都在为它紧张，不止是你睡不着而已。。

我希望你能够让大家更有参与感。。

我也觉得我们不该什么都听指导老师的。。
她这么做，什么都要管，我们就越来越少发挥空间。。。

请你也尊重我们自己老师的意见，他说的不是废话。。

也许你还在怪我那所谓的‘抛弃’　你。。是请你不要忘了，即使不是全全负责，我还是会帮到底。。

不要在固执了，在你感到压力与疲惫的当儿，请不要把它出气在别人身上。。
不要说了那句话，做了那表情，才说其实你不是故意的。。

不要以为每个人的做事方式，‘培养感情演戏’方式都得听你的。也不是每次的练习都需要你在。。　
也请你学会提高EQ，不要在得罪人了。。学会适可而止。。

我不知道谁会阅读，我不知道你会不会读到。。
我不是在给你压力，不要觉得我们的成绩全靠你。。

我知道你辛苦，你努力。。你为了这一次把所有的精力都豁出去。。
但我只希望你回头反省与检讨，为什么我要替一些人些出关于你的这一些。。

与其叫我们体谅你，为什么不想想为什么我们无法体谅你。。

加油。


Natsuki bought another stitch item 4/19/2007 08:24:00 AM

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Sunday, April 15, 2007
Had been staying in school until 8 or 9 these days.. Yup cuz of SYF.. The roles have finally been fixed... I really thing the teacher-student affair combi is really nice.. Jason and Ruobing.. Haha, although Jason still needs alot of practice.. But I really thing the collaboration is refreshing and cute.. Ruobing is really so pro!!!!! She totally blend into that sweet sweet female student's character..


Left with 13 days.. Everyone is putting alot of effort.. and there is a progress in every section.. actors and props.. JIAYOU JIAYOU....!!!!!!! I hope Liu Lao Shi can speedy speedy speed up =p

My little cousin is kinda crazy over this ''Prettycure'' anime cartoon.. so out of curosity I kinda read bout it on Wikipedia.. Pretty interesting and this is really kawaii !!







Right right right? It look so cute!! =))


Well, anime is just another big knowledge.. for me it is just about the kawaii bit...





KON THIS IS FOR U!!!!! LAO 9 ON TV AS KALAFAY!!!



http://www.petitiononline.com/ten1to10/petition.html

Anyway!!!! dear frens!!! pls help me sign this petition!!! please, read and u will know what is it about =)))))) STRIVE!!!!!!


Natsuki bought another stitch item 4/15/2007 05:25:00 PM

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Sunday, April 08, 2007
MOVIE MARATHON.... Big success!!!!



Natsuki bought another stitch item 4/08/2007 10:02:00 PM

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MOVIE MARATHON.... Big success!!!!



Natsuki bought another stitch item 4/08/2007 10:02:00 PM

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
yoyo!
Few surprise in my CCA..

• Ladies and Gentlemen, my don't-like-chinese bass junior is in my CCA! (guess who? haha.) ENTHU ENTHU kk!
• My ''TAKASHI KANESHIRO'' turns out to be... oh wells.. Never judge a person with his voice ='( I'm sooooo stupid..
• My CCA reached 20 after including those appealers.. =))

To think about the fact that I'm like stepping down in one months' time hurts me =( Although I noe we 8 will still stay close together, I'll just miss days working together and stuffs like tt..

Tomorrow is the MOVIE MARATHON! I'm sure it wll be a success, so proud of HY and XY...

Jiayou, KOK!!!!! I know xiao pin stuff is like sooooooo tiring, ask for my help!!

anyway, UUSCC... Decode yourself...

也许，我再也无法忍受，只是笑着，不说话。

不知不觉，你让我不自然。

Natsuki bought another stitch item 4/04/2007 10:42:00 PM

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