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Monday, November 21, 2011
Depression time.

Some company has interest in hiring me. But the working hours is long and pay is somehow pathetic. and worse thing is that gotta work on Sats, 10am-1pm.

You can say I'm spoilt. I admit. I don't really wanna work. Because honestly speaking, I don't need to. If I run out of money, my dad can give me. If not my bf can give me pocket money. I don't have to provide for anybody.

The whole world tells me not to accept the job. THE WHOLE WORLD. EXCEPT MY DAD.
I ask if I can work at his company excluding sat... he said no. and that his business has nothing much to do. he don't wanna hire me. So, it has always been my wishful thinking that he needs help and I can make a difference.

If I want and if I dare I would remind him that it was him who didn't want me to go for Mass Comm at NTU, as a result I ended up in NUS which a degree majoring in a most diverse yet useless course in the whole world.

Slap in my face, maybe it is time for me to wake up. I may come from a well-to-do family. But not as rich as some other family... my dad don't own any listed company... so I'm not qian jin or whatsoever... then why spoil and shelter me in the first place...

I don't wanna miss a thing about the bbks... they are like my source or energy and happiness... but I guess I don't have a choice... like many others I'm gonna work like a cow morning till night and even my weekends for that pathetic miserable pay.

MY FUTURE PAY 1440 AFTER CPF DEDUCTION. I'm a grad from NUS, majoring in CNM. thanks arigatou. bye bye.





Natsuki bought another stitch item 11/21/2011 11:52:00 PM

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